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Ombak Rindu...

aloooo peeps!

Just watched the Ombak Rindu at 1B with my friends laila, lyna and esther. Actually, all of us didn't make any plan to watch it today but I don't know how, it was just like POPs into our mind and all of us went to 1B, after me and esther finished our last lecture for this sem while, lyna and laila met with their supervisor 
(FYI~ they will present their VIVA next week, want to know more, click HERE). 
Ombak Rindu
I love this scenery so much! wish to be here with him, someday LOL!
I already read the book of Ombak Rindu, in 2005 or 2006 if not mistaken, and I do cried a lot everytime I read it, 1 2 3n bla2, can't be counted dy!
  It wasn't bad nor great. But, I love it, though. My friends like it, the grandmothers like it, the mothers absolutely, the youngest also just love it. It's a fact that, since December 1, 2011 still got soOO many people go and watch it up until today. The cinema in 1B always full you know.

I love the parts when Izzah take off Hariz's socks (wish to do it with my hubby, later lol) and Hariz cried while talking to Izzah in Pak Dollah's house. SERIOUSLY, I love it.
It was so sweet, you know, and I was like huh what to say, touched  by their acts. FYI, I love Maya Karin & Aaron Aziz. So much okay.

Even though the book's story by Fauziah Ashari was far more better but, still the movie wasn't too bad either. If you ask me, which one better, I give 5stars to the storybook. I do like, love the movies, but there are so many scenes wasn't there in the movie (since it was A movie, so no argue bout it k). 

 Guess what, no matter what you say, I still love Ombak Rindu. 
The first Malay's movies 'd love to watch and 
also the "improved~animations" of Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa.

So peeps! Go and watch the movie okay?
It wasn't bad and waste your money, it was cost you around rm9 and rm6/5 for students.
hehe...but, told ya, for those who already read the book, please don't expect to much  okay.. :)

ohya, to know the synopsis just click HERE.
and to hear the song of Ombak Rindu by Adira & Hafiz, click HERE.
Enjoy there. Love Adira's voice. Hafiz's too...

extra pic below: by Miss.google 2011.

OMBAK RINDU song's lyric:

Adira :
Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku

Hafiz :
Tuhan aku tahu banyak dosa ku
Hanya ingat Kamu kala duka ku
Namun hanya Kamu yang mampu membuka
Pintu hatinya untuk cintaku

Adira :
Malam kau bawalah rinduku
Untuk dirinya yang jauh dari ku
Agar dia tidak kesepian
Selalu rasa ada cinta agung

Hafiz :
Hujan bawa air mata ku
Yang mengalir membasuh luka ku
Agar dia tahu ku terseksa
Tanpa cinta dia di hatiku

Hafiz & Adira :
Hanya mampu terserah
Moga cahaya di penanti

Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya

Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku


morning guys!!

I don't know (again) why I write this entry just now...I write it in the middle of the night with unclear mind, and more than that, feels UNWANTED! I never expected to have this feeling, ever. I've done so many unnecessary things, and I never feels like now before. Well, REJECTED, specifically. For some reasons, I felts that I've given up so many things just for an unknown future, yupz, people must have their own investment for their future but somehow I felt like, what to say, STUPID. Huh!! My heart is just a piece of folded book of story, bitterness sorrow and lovely type of drama-life stories. Just now, I keep on thinking about myself, what I want to do, and am I really into it? I am not a teenager anymore, and I am absolutely agreed with the song entitled Big Girl Don't Cry. Haha, of course I do cry for some reason ( like my not so good VIVA presentation ), but not for a silly milly things. Nah melalut sudah kan (sowt uda ni).

Back to the main point ~ UNWANTED@REJECTED. I felt so restless when the person that supposedly calm me down, turned to be the one who stabbed me from behind! I can't manage myself through the day today but somehow I covered it up so well until nobody knows about it... I guess, I need to sleep now, I felt dizziness and don't know what to write anymore. I end it with the words of FEELING UNWANTED.

Nervous? Yes, I do.

morning again peeps!

It is almost 6 am but, I still haven't sleep yet.
Yes, if you have had read my entries posted before, 
you might knows the reasons of my can't sleep problem.

For the December's tasks I'd listed in my previous entry, click HERE

I've done all of it, except one~ THE VIVA PRESENTATION!
it is a must do type of presentation, to explain about our final year project 1 
examined by three examiners. 
mine: I got Dr. How Siew Eng, Prof. Dr. Markus Jopony & Dr. Rubia Idris 
( if you mind to know, Lolz! But these person were very very respectable, strict person & aka DR.KIA stand for know it all! )
Everyone says, " The bullets was ready for you".
 OMG. I am 'nervous'ing myself since then. 
FYI, my slot is tomorrow at 11.10am till 11.30am, 
the last person presenting in our very first slot.

December 14, 2011

& above all, I still haven't finish yet my powerpoint slides!

I don't know the "what" my greatest examiners want for me, nor what I "want" for my presentation!
everything blurred!

To simplify it: I was so damned Nervous!! 

 I don't know what will happen tomorrow,
but no matter the ups and downs,
I must try it first. ( so you are )
JUST DO IT ( I thought ) 
& face the examiner with your own confidence ( especially for myself lol).

morning again peeps. Will update later about my presentation. 

p/s: I don't know you opinion when you read this, my problems, because some quotes marked that

Never tell your problems to anyone...20% don't care and the other 80% are glad you have them.
- Lou Holtz

But, I still wanna share it with you! :)

L.I.F.E. is meaningless!

morning peeps!
I don't understand exactly what I am doing these lately. 
I felts so meaningless and speechless to my very unexpected life.
The naughty little chubby girl went to school without no aim,
younger girl with youngest thought without no worries...
& now, this unexpected future I've got,
a life as a University student,
really test this lil brain of mine.

I felts emptiness!
& yes, I do felts like life is suck!
With all of these final year project stuffs,
a bunch of assignments,
To worries the others thoughts,
To take care of my very own self.

Actually guys, this is the thought of my so called "dream" last night.
hehe..it is a truth. No cheating k.
I don't know, when I saw the very pretty,
wonderful, awesome morning from the windows this morning,
I suddenly talked loduly,

"Thanks God for giving me a lot of reasons of why I should be grateful for having another day to complete my yesterday's undone tasks"

L~ life
I~ is 
E~ exhilarate
SO, lets us keep on trying
~achieving the 'best'est
~ Gaining the greatest
~Leaving the regrets
with knowing that SOMEONE was always by ourselves
to hold us, to strengthen us, to upright us, to walks with us,
and for giving us the reasons.

Find your reasons, throw away the "meaningless life" and 
be the thankful person.

Happy Sunday everybody! May His love overflows in our life. Amen.

Things Happened to "me" on December

Taken when we went for a day-fieldtrip to Pusat Penyelidikan Pertanian Tuaran.
There are so many types of instruments used there, some valued for RM200K++,
some other 180K++, but the UPLCMSMS as shown above valued for 
you know!! so expensive.
And, all of us like "WOW" looking at that instrument.

The Campaign. There are 8 posters but I do not have chance to take the pictures since we got
a lot of "guests"...  I enjoyed talking with our customers since some of them do not know
what is the DDT pesticide? How, When & where it was introduced to the earth? How it affect our life?
Love the face to face interactions :) 

OMG! 12 chapters needs to go through with for tomorrow's Midterm Exam.
The Industrial Organic Chemistry Processes.

P/s : To know more about this, its background story of this entry, just re-read my entries posted before. :)

December for a final year student in Uni?

hi hi hi.. aloo there, how do you do? Suddenly I feel like missing this lil simple blog of mine, so here I am to write few things that came 'hunting/pushing' me lately. As mentioned in the title above, I want to share with you about the very very super duper 'means' of december for a final year student in Uni, I do not know how to start, where to begin with but, let me remind you again about my schedule for this december:

December 2nd, 2011 : 1. Hand in my 'great pusher' -FYP aka Final Year Project 1 draft to our supervisor
                                   2. Hand in our Industrial Organic Chemistry Process Fieldtrip report (as I told you
                                      in my others entry, our 3 days 2 nights in Labuan).
December 5th,  2011 : 1. Presentation for Industrial Organic Chemistry Process Assignment
                                   2. Test 2 for Applied Physical Chemistry.
December 6th, 2011 : 1. a day-Fieldtrip to Pusat Penyelidikan Pertanian Tuaran. ( later I share with you ).
                                  2. Hand in our finalFYP 1 before 430pm ( Done with 400m sprint-FYI, I used to be 
                                   an athlete in "primary school" XD ).
December 8th, 2011 : Person in charge for our Campaign of Pesticide free day ( As I already mentioned it
                                   in one of my entries before).
December 9th, 2011 : Midterm Exam for Industrial Organic Chemistry Process ( Unknown title aka no hints
                                   about the types/title/part of questions might come out!!).
December 12th, 2011: Midterm Exam  for Industrial Inorganic Chemistry Process. (Thank God, He told us
                                   the titles, not sure "what" but at least he told us "which").
December 12th, 2011: My hubby bear home after 2months!! :) but still, I do not have time yet for that sob
                                    sob sob :(
December 13-14th, 2011: Pre-presentation for our VIVA (Presentation of our FYP 1).
December 15-16th, 2011 : VIVA DAY!!!! OMG It was an open
                                         presentation about our FYP, and not to forget, it is a fact that many student had
                                         been "CRIED" a lot while in their VIVA. (OMG, I cannot afford to fail this
                                         course, I really need it to goes well, pretty bad! wish me luck k).
December 21st, 2011: Hand in  Industrial Organic Chemistry Process Assignment.
December 24th: starts my Laboratory works for FYP 2..
January 3rd, 2012 : Final Exam!!

As for December 25th, this year. I do not really believe that I can enjoy it as much as the years before, but I still have and always will have "Christmas" in my heart. I might do not have time for Christmas Eve, but remembering and knows the real meaning of Christmas Eve is more important after all.

mentioned above, the part of Done with 400m sprint,
I actually done it from the UMS's outside bus stop near the traffic light 
till SST (School of Science & Technology) Pejabat Am2.
It is nearly 410pm when I started run from my house in UA2, 
but it turn bad when there is no a single bus for me to go to UMS.
I called my friend, but she was also still in the middle of "doing" her FYP, 
so, no choice, I need to wait for the bus. 
I prayed a lot indeed.
Miracle, City Bus arrived at 4.19pm and I went on with it,
but (again), that bus have been stopped like 6 times all along the way! Grrrrr
almost 4.28pm, I arrived at the outside bus stop then started my 400m sprint (FYI, there are so many people in that bus stop keep stared at me), I felt like a little-messy-improper student with my home sandal+"panda's" eyes+M-size tshirt, but at such moment, 
I put it aside and keep on running running and running.
ps: the truth is, the other friends of mine already done the 400m sprint right before me XD
I ran to SST Printing/Copying service room and binding my three copies of FYP 1.
and then, continue my sprint to the third floor where the office located 
and gave my FYP to the officer with a make-real-sorry-face asking for a "chance".
Thanks God, my FYP accepted and was stamped as 'send on time'.
FYI, some of my course-mates that failed to hand in the FYP on time 
because of silly mistake such as 'wrong margin' (the format went wrong when printed out).
OMG, mine also have few unfinished and un-attached pieces of writing + doubled page nuumber
but my ex-Kimia Industries Head of Programme told me that just let it be, it might only deducting me few marks compared to late hand in. Plus, just start preparing n be ready for our coming VIVA.
huh, The VIVA- this coming December 15th to 16th.

Seems like, the December was full with a hectic schedule for me.

p/s : I guess, thats all for this entry, will continue it whenever I have sometime to do so... Thanks for your prays, Merry Chrismtas (for non-muslim) and happy new year in advance..:) 


December will never be the same anymore!

Curious? Yeah? I don't know exactly why I'd choose this title for my early morning entry. Wanna know more, read the rest. No harm though lolz.

I just finished taking my shower! And more than anyone, I know it was sound so crazy for having a bath in this pretty early morning, seldomly but, I guess for today I will make some new history for my own self though. I just took like a 15minutes sleep last evening, to regain back my enthusiasm, passion and refilled my drained energy for a night of thesis-marathon. The reason for my cannot-sleep-feeling. After went through the night, I'd finally finished 80% of my thesis. You might say like what-is-the-big-deal but, for me 80% is great, no more no less (for this moment).
Such a mess isn't? But, this is the thing that accompanied me all
through the thesis-night marathon.

opssss..the dark sky went off! A new day started again.

Actually, I can have a little sleep as for a compliment for doing great in the thesis-night marathon but, somehow this little-brain of mine was full with so called nervous. Nervous to send my 80%-done thesis to my supervisor of final year project in this morning, around 10! dwell on this thing makes my heart beats increased over the top. Hope, this 2nd day of december will not dissappoint me, no shouting nor angry.      

Here, in UMS, the December will never be the same again. As for everybody, or other people are in their happy holiday mode plus the passion in Christmas celebration, me and supposedly including all of my course-mate are obligated a great bunch of works/assigmnent overhelm the excitement of december.

I was so extremely hope to be a resilient person. Stronger enough and braver enough to do all the tasks. Yes, for me myself, THE DECEMBER WILL NEVER BE THE SAME ANY MORE.

Family Outing Time


Just awoke! hehe.. Y? I was so tired walking/shopping whole the day today. Me, my niece and my sis's family went for a  family outing which I really enjoyed. So many things I want to share with all of you, but since I am just awake, I really need a quick bath and then having my nap, since tonight (I guess), will be the last night that I can spend just the way I like. SO, stay tune, will update about our family outing ASAP...:)


For now, I need to concentrate in doing n must done my thesis by this friday, OMG.
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And I hope there no problems...

No effort No gain, isn't?
I must graduate next year...amen



Do you ever encounter this part to-forgive or to-be-forgiven?

Actually, today’s entry written as a continued part from the entry of Kerana wang Keluarga Binasa and SHE will marry soon. I do wrote and told you about my thought, my heart condition and the thing with big "?" of should-I-go-to-her-wedding-ceremony? By considering the hurts and pain they had done to my family. I've written the reason and my feeling was just like "how can I forgive when it hurts so much?".

"Forgiveness always seems so easy, when we need it, and so hard when we need to give it." 
--Fresh Start Devotionals
Do you ever felt like this?

FYI, I can't sleep last night, keep thinking all through the night about "forgiveness", because it is totally obvious that if I can forgive, I can forget then in the end, I can go and enjoy the wedding ceremony as much as I ever imagined before. The dawn end with the sunrises. Morning with the bright sunshine, somehow succeed in creating a warm mood for me (but still, the forgiveness-thing was still in the air). Guys, you might don't know this, but truthfully- the 2hours driving can't even heal the wound of my heart-forgive them?NO!

But, Thanks to GOD, the mission is completed!
want to know how and why? just proceed reading my entry below here.

The moment I stepped into her canopy, I felt little nervous and strangely, I do also felt "relieved". I came, met the king and queen of the day (not forget to mention you, she was so beautiful~gorgeous!), and as the time past, me myself slowly adapted into that situation, I felt the wound in my heart stopped! And I do feels the healing, which calm me until the last minute there. OMG, one moment I felt angry/hurted/hatred but the next moment I felts calm/relieved/and just GREAT. 

Going to the wedding ceremony~I'd never thought if it's then became a plan became reality and more than success, it cured me! 

Going to the ceremony~"trying to forgive"~attending the ceremony~"Forgave my own-self"
You know what, there, a thought crossed my mind ~If you can ask forgiveness from God and then forgiven, then why us as the people can't do it? 

twilight pass, on going dawn, coming soon-sunrise...I continuously pray and rejoice HIS name for giving me this simple heart but awesome! fragile heart, though exhibit fullest curable. The first step~face the problem, isn't in vain. Initially, the word "forgive" isn't just to pleased the other, but it was a thing that we do, done for our own victory, the victory of forgiveness end with love in God. 

FORGIVING, is the come first before TO-BE-FORGIVEN.
FORGIVE is the true, and the only one cure for ANGER
Enhanced with the additive, TIME.

More than that, we forgive out of obedience to the Lord. It is a choice, a decision we make. However, as we do this "forgiving," we discover the command is in place for our own good, and we receive the reward of our forgiveness—freedom.

FREEDOM from anger, FREEDOM from hatred, FREEDOM from envy, A VICTORY in FAITH.

Colossians 3:13 
Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you.

Matthew 6:14-16 
For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins.

Hebrews 8:12 
For I will forgive their wickedness and will remember their sins no more.

"After all, GOD had FORGAVE us in the first place"

Le Chatelier Principle in Our Real Living


Just as promised yesterday, here I am again to blogging about the so called "Le Chatelier Principle".

Le Chatelier Principle stated that:

"A change in one of the variables that describe a system at equilibrium produces a shift in the position of the equilibrium that counteracts the effect of this change."

This is so related to chemistry, but you can google it directly. Instead of writing about the chemistry stuff related to Le Chatelier Principle, I want to write about

how this principle used and applied in our daily life

God never promised to let us live freely, unharmful, steadiness, and life like happily-ever-after-life-story, instead of, living in Him, strengthen by problems/tests.
How me manage it? Is how I thought of relating the Le Chatelier Principle to our daily life. How you live your life and how you respond to the problem itself pictured your mean of life.

How much your effort to solve your problems and how strong you push yourself to achieves the best ever things/success in your life, the living then changed just to put the input effort in equilibrium state with our final output fruit-of-effort.

This principle will always valid in our living.
your effort change the story,

to less then less to more is to be more

p/s: I don't know if you understand what I am trying to tell, so let me know your thought about this. :) 

When the Education Principles Used to Express Ourself

"Information goes in = Information goes out = Net equation = 0 = esk xdpt jwb"

Does it ring a bell in your head???
whose principle is that?

hahaha...I felt funny when first reading it, that y I took that phrase from my friend's facebook status. 
she was having a hard time just like me. 





It make me re-called back another one princple
"the Le Chateliers Principle"

have anyone of you know the principle?

p/s: I'll update about this entry tomorrow after my Nanotechnology Exam.
wait ok dokey...?


oits..please pray with me arh, this paper is quite hard for me huhu..

Poster For our Campaign of "Pesticide-Free Day"

A quick update.
I never been like this before. Stressed and feels like run out of energy, exhausted and sometime thinking like what-is-that in every tasks I am doing. But somehow, me and my great partners Esther and Nabilla managed to finish our task given by our good-but-strict-lecturer, Dr.Noumie, our great lecturer in Pesticide and Residue course. A poster for our Campaign of pesticide-free day which will be conducted next week at SST(School of Science & Technology, UMS),  SST foyer.

Opzz.. The picture shown above wasn't our actual poster. No. hehe

But that is the main picture for the background of our poster. Me, Esther and Nabila haneem don't have any kind of cutter tool software to cut the picture. I tried to used my 3years-ago-software of PS, which I took/copy/stole while I am undertaking my Matriculation session in LMC(Labuan Matriculation College). The software was so damned disappointing me. FILES CORRUPTED! OMG, at first I have no idea how to do our poster but the due-date is around the corner and we just don't have enough time to be wasted with nothing-to-do. So, feeling like do-or-die, finally we manage to finish our very very simple poster using photoscape software + Microsoft Office Publisher.

I knows, you might give me the LOL-words with the great mocking tone,
but I still and will always been proud for our own effort!
so, please take your way out from my pages if you don't mind.

OK, here here and here. Let me continue to the steps of how we do our poster. 

Firstly, we sketch roughly the poster-to-be-arrangement. I mean, how our poster-to-be will looks like. 
Secondly, we search@google the pictures and choose the best picture that will be used for our background.
Third, we edit the picture using photoscape (better using the PS, if you know how to use it) but for non-pro person like us, we prefer to use the photoscape instead of Adobe Photoshop (the truth: we don't have one haha).
Fourth, we combine it also using the photoscape software. hahaha, all done by photoscpae. Thanks to the photoscape inventor haha.
Fifth, we put the picture as the background in A3 size of microsoft office publisher 2007 (doesn't matter which year of software).
Sixth, we search for well-known-related quotes about the poster and put it in our poster.
Finally, we "save as" the poster and change the format of file-saved, to JPEG and publisher file.

wanna see our final poster? see below




copyright by miszvr/esther/nabilla haneem
I guess, I need to put an end for now, still got many things to do. Well, you will know it when you became one of us, the final year student in Uni. But, as my status stated "Thesis fever, blogging forever". I'll always post entry no matter how long how short the entry will be. I love blogging, and nahhhh here I am again, pot pet with unnecessary words hehe. So, the fullstop will be here, daaaa..:)  

Perlawanan Bola Sepak Malaysia vs. Indonesia, Sukan SEA 2011 di Stadium Gelora Bung Karno


man behind the scene : the Gold coach, Ong Kim Swee
Barisan Pemain Muda Malaysia. Go Go 1Malaysia

Ulasan singkat sepanjang perlawanan:
  • Indonesia mendahului Malaysia 1-0 hasil sepakan sudut pada minit kelima selepas dua kali memperoleh peluang keemasan menjaringkan gol.
  • Malaysia menyamakan kedudukan 1-1 menerusi Asrarudin Putra pada minit ke-35 sebentar tadi
  • Kedudukan masih terikat 1-1 selepas tamat separuh masa pertama.
  • Kedudukan kekal 1-1 selepas tamat masa perlawanan sebenar.
  • PEMAIN Malaysia, Asraruddin Putra Omar cuba melepasi dua pemain Indonesia pada perlawanan akhir bola sepak Sukan SEA 2011 di Stadium Gelora Bung Karno, Jakarta, Indonesia, sebentar tadi. Perlawanan kini berlarutan ke masa tambahan selepas kedudukan terikat 1-1 selepas tamat masa perlawanan sebenar.
Foto by Imran Makhzan
  • Perlawanan ditentukan menerusi sepakan penalti selepas tamat masa tambahan 30 minit tapi masih terikat 1-1.

Penentuan Kemenangan melalui sepakan penalti:
Sepakan pertama oleh pasukan Indonesia: Gol
Sepakan pertama oleh pasukan Malaysia: Gol!!
Sepakan kedua oleh pasukan Indonesia: Tidak gol!!
Sepakan kedua oleh pasukan Malaysia: Gol!!
Sepakan ketiga oleh pasukan Indonesia: Gol
Sepakan ketiga oleh pasukan Malaysia: Tidak gol
Sepakan keempat oleh pasukan Indonesia: Gol
Sepakan keempat oleh pasukan Malaysia: Gol!!
Sepakan kelima oleh pasukan Indonesia: Tidak gol !!!
Sepakan kelima oleh pasukan malaysia: gol !!!!
keputusan sepakan penalti: 4/3
overall: 5/4
PENJAGA Gol, Khairul Fahmi berjaya menyelamatkan penalti seterusnya membawa Malaysia menjadi juara Sukan SEA di Stadium Gelora Bung Karno, bola sepak Sukan SEA 2011. Foto: Osman Adnan (21/11/2011)
JAKARTA: Skuad bimbingan Ong Kim Swee mempamerkan aksi membanggakan Malaysia apabila mempertahankan 'ibu pingat emas' apabila menewaskan tuan rumah Indonesia menerusi penentuan penalti 4-3 selepas terikat 1-1 pada perlawanan sepenuh masa penuh dramatik di Stadium Gelora Bung Karno.
Kejayaan Harimau Muda itu melengkapkan pingat emas ke-59 kontinjen negara di Sukan Sea ke-26.
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PEMAIN-PEMAIN Malaysia meraikan kemenangan!
nahhhhh...our Prime Minister pun tengok bola hehe...:) Malaysia the Bestest ever..! Congrats.. tebus maruah bendera Mas yg dibakar.
OMG! Moga roh mereka tenang d sana. Amen
Bola itu bulat: Jadilah bangsa yang menghormati orang lain.
Jika ingin dihormati, hormati dahulu maruah orang lain.
p/s: Hormat menghormati amalan mulia.
Rakyat indoensia kat malaysia tak diganggu pun, even time perlawanan tu ada seorang rakyat indo yang buat kacau and teriak depan screen LCD , but rakyat Malaysia just ignore dia n suruh dia balik.
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