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Faith, Hope & Love

Fragile life. Handle it with love of God, Pray.

Holla peeps!! Howdy?
It is may, 1st 2013.
I sincerely wish you a blessed may.

Hmm.. What and where should I start my entry today? Should I start from who I am. Sigh, I really do not know where to start with. Let me start with the General Election fever in my hometown. The opposite team really hate the other team. To be spesific, the opposite team really tried hard to spread hatred to others, false accusation and using one's belief to win. And I could not help myslef from getting angry but cannot be angry at the same time when people laugh at someone's mistake without knowingly that the problem started from themselves. They were blinded by their own hatred, envious of other's life. For example, my brother been taken out from a group because of no reason. A group that should help each other but what then, the group pushed him out without any good reason or any explanation. We are not rich nor living a perfect life, NO, but we were trying to live a very good life as we can, enjoying everyday and be thankful to God (eventhough he was not a church's man). Frankly speaking, it is the church's member who pushed them out. Pushed us out. Everyday, me myself trying to go to church by one reason, be blessed by the sermon but ended up crying when seeing the 'fake' people. It is so wrong to judge people peeps, but I could not help myself from judging them sitting there like a very good person but, but in reality you know who are they. I often tolds myself that nobody is perfect (just like me-always make mistakes) but it is so hurtful when outside the church, some of them are the one who really dishonor you, stepping on you, and pushed you down from kneeling to lying down on the dirt. By any means, they wanted my family become the very poorest with no dignity persons. Become a very stupid with no improvement family. My parent is not a very pious spouse. My father involved in politics and my mother is a mother with 8 childrens. But my mother and my father always giving us chance to choose our own life, and they still wake me up in the early sunday morning asking if I go to church. Giving me money. Sometime they were giving me extra money to give in into the church's fund because they cannot go to church, for they was like not allowed going to church. I still remember the day my father going to church, there were so many people talks and laugh behind, not giving warm welcome (supporting) instead talking bad about my father's life. He gave up going to church. My siblings, from the earlier involvement in church had facing so many denial from the other church's member and me myself has been standing up alone in the church until todays. I wonder if they ever prayer for us when my father's issue striked us, I wonder if they ever prayer for us when we were trying so hard to come to God, I wonder if they ever prayer for us when we were trying so hard to live on and figthing the problems. Thanks to God, HE gives us better life day by day despite of the rains and storms, gives us light and forgiveness despite of the dark and mistakes we had done. May God open their eyes of their heart someday when they can accept us just the way we are and loving each other. May God teaches us to love and to understand and strengthening one to another.

General Election '13

Hello peeps! Howdy?

GE13 is just around the corner, 7 days to go to be exactly. How the General Election fever is going on at your place? Our place is just reaching an unusual hot temperature, hotter than usual. Too many people change their party because of hatred. They don't like you, then they'll automatically throw away the party. Too many bad rumors is going around and not forgetting, there was an incident occured where the people went "visiting" other house and spreading false accusations at 1.00 at the very early morning. Threathening is one thing. Other than that, too many people known as two-faced person. They wear two different parties' cloths and going to both places. The head of the village also do the same things. It is all about who is and who will lead the village and have power to control the villagers and they were willing to take the risks of losing the peace just to get the power. Spy? We had that issue, like having thorns within the skin. Plus, no money flow from the government to support the activities. More than that, the people is rejecting the presentee. Parliament have the chance to win, but ADUN is quit worrying. Do not know what the result might be but, to be honest, I hope I can live a peaceful life and without hatred. And if the opposition win, do not forget their "promises", I really hope they can protect the peace and more than that, did not disappointing their followers aka voters. Personally, above all, I want a peace country/place to live on, no discrimination no obsessive hatred and just wanting to revenge.

But, as shared at the sermon today in my village's church, KING HIZKIA (2 chronicles 32:24-33) had been fallen down few times because he forgots our LORD and became a self-proud king. Through the crisis , LORD use it to shows CHRIST JESUS's love. Through his kingdom downfall, KING HIZKIA able to realize his mistakes and repent then came back into GOD's hand. Through all that crisis, GOD only asking for one thing, HE want people to come back to HIM. If Sabah is going to be like that, May God forgives us in Sabah, and through HIS LOVE will protecting us. Amen.

A little bit insecure : a prayer for Sabah.

Holla peeps!!

Have you ever feels insecure? I feels so recently. Well, the general election in Malaysia really change my mood a lot. It is not because I did not believe that the government now will win the GE13 but it is related to my beliefs, the word of "if God do", nobody can change it. If God really put Sabah as same as Ayub's situation, may God gives us trength fo face it. If God really let Sabah be like sodom and gomora, may God gives us mercy. If God allows what "they saw" happened in Sabah, may God gives us knowledges and strength to handle it. Lord, into Your hand we surrender to. Into Your Kingdom we belong to. Into Your love we live today. Into Your hand we asks for forgiveness. I prayer that we could handle it as good as Esther saved her nation. I prayer that the leader above us can do as much as Moses do to his nation. I prayer for us, Your children safe until You come for the second time. Amen!

Beauty all along the ages

Holla peeps!!

Okay, today I would like to write about "beauty":- charm, chic, glamor, comeliness, loveliness, elegancy, daintiness, elegance, pulchritude, or attractiveness.

Agree or not peeps, good appearance bring on good impression.

BUT. But, what is the good appearance or beauty by the way?? How do you define the word itself? Is it women with glittering dress?; is it men with tuxedo?; is it women with good makeup?; or is it men with good body features? Define it by yourself. Your answer is belong to you and it is not my intention to argue with. Here, I just want to give you the first hint, "you are beautiful just the way you are". Yes, indeed peeps!

How I wish to have someone:boyfriend aka husband-to-be to sing and to meant to me the song of 'just the way you are' by Bruno Mars. Is not it so sweet peeps? Gez how I wish.

Beauty? For me it is define by being the best of me inside out.

Okay, let me included one real soryhere. Just now I am experiencing the problem where my cousin's husband found dishonest, having affair with other woman. Believe or not, they have married for 28 years and they never had any big argument, of course there is for every family must experience it but what I mean here is their argument is not something big for everyone to be alert. And personally I do feel respect with their marriage and I wish I may have marriage like that someday. Tell you peeps, I could not believe at first when my cousin tell me that her husband being with a woman. They are getting married soon. OMG!

I could not stop thinking, 'why?'.

I do share it with my fiance and I do want to put all the blame to her husband but my fiance had once said that men must always have reason, so I tried to come up with any reason. Guess what peeps, the problem roots is from my cousin herself. I do not dare to write this but, it is the reality. FYI, my cousin is beautiful and was once a very up-to-date person, a fashionable woman but after their third child, she becomes tired of herself. She did not care about her appearance anymore. Telling you the truth, she never care about her face and body, even when her husband told so.

I told her once but she did not believe me and she keep asking whilst put her anger to me. I do not know what to say anymore peeps. Really. But hey, let us finish this story here okay. Let me write about the cause and consequences. I mean, the moralle from these stories.

First, please take good care of your appearance all along the ages no matter if it is simple or not. I say so because good appearnce bring on confidence and it is good for your children, husband and even your company if you are a working-wifey.

Secondly, do not be shy to improve your appearance day by day for good. It is your 'responsibility' to looks the very good of you for yourself and your husband and family. Moreover, we need to change and improve ourselves to fit with the changing world after all.

For con:- "true love never looks their outer appearance but inside". How I wish to have someone like that. But hey peeps, people are human. Human with feeling, with instinct and person who are prone to fall in temptation. It is not impossible if someday the love might be faded away by time. WE NEED TO DO SOMETHING ALL THE TIME TO PRESERVE OUR LOVE. One thing for sure, is too take good care of our appearance, inside out. Okay peeps? Do something now, grab your best cosmetics and dress and turn yourself to the best of you. Do not do something in excessive, but do something simple but good and is suitable to your surrounding. Different place with different culture is not it.

So,in conclusion here :- do the very best of you today and make them fall in love you every day. Good luck.

Your beauty should not only come from outward adornment, such as braided hair and the wearing of gold jewellery and fine clothes. Instead, it should be with that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God’s sight. Looks perplexing is not it. But, no matter how you read it, it always concluded that we must try to be the very best of us "INSIDE OUT".

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