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Phone Locked!

Holla peeps!!
Okay, today I'll write about the pro and con of "PHONE LOCKED".
What is your handphone peeps? Do you put any password to lock your smartphone?
Yep, it is not a new thing to lock or to put a password in our handphone these day. I do. But only when I am home, I want to protect my privacy from my family, someone who I believe dare to open my smartphone.
source : here
But, do you ever consider the pro and con of having to lock your smartphone?  Not denied, it can save us time and effort to protect our very own secrets. Other than that, we can put our phone at safe whenever it was stolen from us. It might preserve our secrets or data in the smartphone but only for temporary! Yeah, don't you know that you can re-open or cracked the locked phone in less than five minute + RM20 charge in phone shop? Sometime, even lesser. I told you peeps, it never safe to fully believe that your locked phone is good enough to be the barricade for our secrets. As you know, smartphone have our banking, Facebook, email, and many more important things data and it can be cracked in a few moment only. So, if you want to say that I am assuring you to not locking your phone, it is wrong! Yeah, you can put password  but be careful of the consequences, the BAD CONSEQUENCES.

Locking your phone is just the same as keeping your very own identity from the outsider. I really hope that my can show my own identity on the screen while being locked! See the pic below? Isn't it just great peeps?
source : here
Let me share an experience here peeps. It happened not longer than few hours ago. This experience shouldn't being told in here but I want to take the positive way, just to share and alarm you about the bad consequences of LOCKING THE PHONE! Few hours ago, my bro-in-law happened to be the paramedic and documenting a sudden death of 20's male. Still younger, right? He was on the bus going back to his school after having a Hari Raya Aidiladha break when his 'time to meet our Almighty arrived'. Shorten my story, his death is not looks like usual death, for he had a cut or specifically like deep wound slightly above his corner eye. 

So, police took over the case and here the thing of WHY I WROTE THIS ENTRY TODAY! The Officer couldn't contact his family. HIS PHONE WAS LOCKED!! and his brought along identity is not helping much more than a dead end call. The officer tried to call his school for reference data of his family but the number cannot be reached. One point here peeps, be sure to update your reference contact in school for our own advantages, if someday? But, let us pray for any bad luck away from us. 

This is the biggest disadvantage I am holding on to have the time to write this entry today. LOCKING your phone, PRESERVING your data inside safely, the causes might be GOOD but not denied can turn to BAD! In conclusion here, be prepare if you really need to lock your phone. If your phone is not good enough to provide data as in the picture above ( I hope I have one ), be sure to put any data of contacts in your purse or belonging in case something bad might happened.

So, for the person and relatives who this story referred as, my sincere apologize for sharing the incident here in my blog, but please understand me. I just want to share the MORAL OF THESE STORY, and not my intention to make any fuss about it. BE ALARMED PEEPS! BE CAUTIOUS! BE PREPARED! 

May God bless the deceased and RIP.

~the end~

Our Graduation Day

Holla peeps!!
Today is Friday, 25 October 2012, 
so, to all my muslim friends, Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha! 
Okay, as mentioned in my entry before, today I'll write about my graduation day as well as my so called bitter-sweet memories on that day. See the first pic below, it shows that I am officially graduated and a new member of UMS Alumni.
Actually, my graduation day took place five days ago but I just going to write my entry today because I have a lot of things to do in the mean time, so many I feels like busier than our Prime Minister (LOL, just kidding!). It took place on 20 October 2012 in Dewan Cancelor UMS. I am scheduled on second session at 2pm on that day. As been told, we supposedly in queue sharp at 1230pm but because I was caught in the traffic jammed, I just arrived at Dewan Cancelor around 1.45pm. You know what peeps, I was like 'Gosh, can I ever have a chance to graduate on the stage?'. I couldn't sit properly in the car, couldn't breath calmly as my friends keep on calling me that they're in their queue waiting for their turn to walk into the Hall. I guess you're more that understand how the feeling I have that time, isn't it peeps? 

Earlier in the morning, I went to saloon to set up my hair, it was so damned pretty as the curls was so like the waves of the ocean, FYI I took the non-permanent curl hair, and I was like "OMG, I am gonna love this saloon!' and went out to my house with high confidence. But, yes, BUT! But, not 1 hour long, the curl start to loose and became straight. I really went frustrated with that, see the pic below, isn't it so poorly curled. :(
Okay, continued with the traffic-jammed-trouble-me, the moment I arrived at the Hall, all my friends already make their way into the Hall and I was like an alien, where alienated in the crowds. I asks my niece to go registering with me, but because I walk to fast she couldn't catch up with me and NOBODY IS GOING TO HELP ME SETTING UP MY DRESS! I keep on calling her but the crowds caused to unable to meet, and by PUTTING ASIDE MY PRIDE I ask for help from the crowds. Yeah, I just picked two girls near me on that time, strangers of kind-hearted girls. I didn't even know their name as I am in rushing mode. Their help is more than appreciated! Thank you girls, whoever and wherever you're, I really appreciated with your help of setting me up with my dress in front of the UMS Chancellor Hall 1.45pm on 20 October 2012. Thank you so much, wished I know your names. After the bitter-sweet memories to flashback again, I finally made my way into the hall, sitting within strangers Uni-mates (soon be found that we have the same friends since Matriculation to UMS and guess what, we've know each other face as we talks while waiting for our turn to retrieve our scroll). Thanks for being a good friend, talking to me even though we just know each other name few seconds before. ^^

Sharp at 3.40pm I went up, retrieving my scroll proudly after my name called. My family sms me that they're proud to see me on the stage! This is my gift for your unconditional supports all along 15 years of my studies.  After finished with the ceremony, all of us was free to meet up with F&F outside the hall and I went straight to the front of the Hall waiting my family. They bought me a lot of flowers! Thank you sisters, thank you Ma, Thank you my nieces and nephews. Love the flowers so much, I really appreciated it! See the pcitures below peeps? ^^
my 2nd and 3rd elder sisters. I love them so much!! Thank you sista.

behind-My eldest niece, me-with the spoiler spec! Keep on falling all the time.

With one of my coursemate, Rkorik Journey. My BFF! Read her blog as well kay peeps?

me with my sister and nieces + nephews. So happy with their presence!

My nephew, telling me that he was the one who choose the small pinky flower. 
Love the way he congratulate me ^^ Hows good to be auntie.

me, my BFF Esther Kunggin, and my niece! 

Presenting you my other two coursemate, Florinna and Azye Sheila! ^^

Among the pictures taken,  this is the one I love the most. 
Candid pic taken while me talking with someone who congratulating me! ^^

Okay peeps! This is the pic I treasure the most!
the "3 Dara Pingitan"- from the left : Lyla, Vera, and Lyna. 
Lyla-my BFF since form 1
Lyna-my BFF since form 4
BFF forever, from secondary to matriculation, finally graduating together in UMS.
Love both of you!

I love the background! Since  I am 6 years old! I swear to you,
I swore to myself that someday I will studying in this Uni and thanks God I finally made it until graduation day! ^^

the other side of me! ^^

and the last pic of me in UMS!! ^^

Last but not least, I am gonna shows you my studio picture. Just pictures for you (might be), but it is a very treasured memento to me! I enjoyed looking at my pictures, thousands time without ever feeling bored. It is my pictures after all. No offence if you wanna out from my page ^^
with my mum ^^





Soo many pictures, right peeps? Hihi, I just cannot find any words to describe and telling you the day of my convocation, so I just put my pictures for it has it own power to bring out the stories. You can see it and feels it. 

So to everybody, keep on going in your studies. To whom will sitting for this coming 5th Nov SPM, goodluck! and don't stop dreaming! Keep on dreaming + efforts to achieve it and leave the rest in our Almighty Hand. 


the end.

The Love Story

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source : here
Okay peeps! after BW, seems like others are really writing their love story in their kawae blog, so here I am ~ pouring and writing my own story, the real me and my love story.......Gosh, I actually not really into this title but somehow I feels like want to share with all of you about my life, my love story _another side of me.. some old entries about my relationship are HERE and HERE.

Where to begin with? Okay, let start from the first time I know him. I get to know to he 6 years back then in church activity. My church team paid a visit to their church and through Youths activities, we're grouped and guess what, he teamed up with me! Next, we exchanges phone numbers and getting well along to each other. Not as boyfriend aka someone special, but just as an ordinary boyfriend aka best-friend at first!

We started as a very good friend, "phone-pal", since our town is hundred miles distance. Am telling you, he was a very concerned friend to me. He will call me everyday, every single day, just to share his life. Including his love relationship! Yes, it is true. Not forget to mention, I dated with one of his friend while he dated with my friend at that moment. But, it ended pretty bad. So then, after my cousin's conquered my handphone, well you know the story where another person set you up, she indeed do that to me. Okay, then we finally become a couple on December 29. Peeps, I also still not really believe how my story going that way up until now!

Stranger --> Friend --> Best-friend --> Boyfriend --> Steady Boyfriend------>>

Telling the truth, there were so many ( a lot of  ) problem we'd experiencing for these past few years, and told you, we'd broke up once but I guess, I really love his caring side of personality, so we coupled back again. How is that? okay peeps, here I listed down his lovely side that makes me fall in love with him. Read it and give me your thought okay ??

1. Very caring person.
2. Sms + calling me like 24/7.
3. Presence whenever in need.
4. Singing lullaby for me!! (love this so much).
5. Handling my bad temper so good!
6. Never shout at me! + never angry without reasonable reasons.
7. Put me "first" before himself!
8. Loving me unconditionally.
9. Respect my principles + F&F.
10. +++++++++++

Seems like I am a very selfish person isn't it? But please, who girl didn't want to be treated like princess?? Tell me. Who girl don't like to bre treated nicely, lovingly with respectfully?? Peeps, we're the one who doing the show. We're the one who creating the character, and we're the one who leads the story. Do as you like, create the very good love story as the love is a gift from God. Love God, our-self and the people surrounding you.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.
-1 Corinthians 13:4-8

Convocation Day. Soon!

Holla peeps!! Howdy?
Mine? Greate! Awesome!
(Just think positive, be grateful)

Okay peeps! It wasn't good to show off but I just couldn't resist myself to share this good news with all of you. I means, all my virtual readers. Never a thought of it, just want to share okay peeps? Yeah, that's a very good of you. Not a very secret news as it already stated as shown in my title above, I'll graduating next week!! See the invitation letter below? Feels so excited. Thanks God!!
please do not re-use this pic in any other way.

It was just like yesterday I went to UMS, registering and officially registered as UMS' student, attending lectures, sitting for exams, doing assignments (SSSSSS) + reports + thesis (the killer task). It was like just few minute ago I met my course-mates, creating a very good moment back than. I miss the moment I&my friends sitting in the hallway waiting for our lecture, eating and lepak'ing at the cafes (SST, d'Pustaka), doing nothing but living as a student, a UNI students specifically. Yeah, surely we'd made up a very good memory in these period of time friends. Not forgetting the time we'd spent together in the laboratory, library and bust stop LOL. It must be a very good memory where we'd waits for bus in hours. OMG, it was really feels like just yesterday peeps. And I am graduating soon, very soon. 

14th Convocation, I am one of them! Peeps, please don't be irritated to me, I just want to share my good feeling with you, in other words, positively, this might encouraged you to liven your life (students), enjoy it to the max because somehow you will win the race! Yes, after a very tough race you going with, you'll meet a 'bus stop' where we can stop a while, rejoicing our race and taking a very good breath to start a new journey!  A very new and different journey. Take this entry for granted peeps! 

OMG, I can't stop feeling great just now after finishing all the pre-convo tasks, payment and forms. I just need to take my rode & hood for convocation this Monday and enjoying the Tamu Gadang while waiting for the convocation day 2nd session on October 21, 2012. Gosh, can't wait much longer. 

Special Congratulation to all people that will graduate this year. No matter what, who, where, & when.
Well done you!! 
Happy Convocation Day!!

Ku Petik Dosa (ASK) TV3

Holla Peeps!! Howdy?

Have you watched this movie? 
Watch it!
I assured you, it worth the effort!
full credits to this image

This movie was nicely done. Yes, I told you. With only 5 actors, 2 houses, 1 kindergarten ; this story was successfully caught my eyes and my heart. First of all, let me introduce  them you, the actors that liven up the movie.

They are:

  • Fasha Sandha as Aina
  • Fikree Bakar asHaris
  • Fadilah Mansor as Sal
  • Zaidi Omar as Khalid
  • Farah Nadia as Nia Qaseh
Synopsis : click "HERE" and "HERE".

I have been waiting such movie for a very long time until now. Since my childhood, I already know this story, in reality. Me? NO! It wasn't me. But, it is happened. And am more than understand that these stories cannot be leaked out, told to others for it is disgraceful! But hey, thanks to the movie, it will somehow open the eyes of the viewers (amen). 

Back to my real story, that poor girl (Thank to God), still alive up until today. She is living away, far away form that hometown with her uncertain husband and children. I personally thinking that her past still haunting her, because she never want to go home since that.

Told you, that village didn't do anything to protect her from that accident! How poor, how sorry I am for that girl. She got no where to go. If you ask me who is the BAD MAN, I cannot answer it. Sorry, for I don't want to open the past (as her family decided to keep it as a top secret anyway), let the bygone be bygone they said. 

So, am here not to re-open the past, but to WARNED you. PROTECT YOUR CHILD!

Please take care of your children, your brightly girl. Protect them from the uncivilized men!
Do not put your children under unknown situation, as old-folks says "Do not blindly believe that the calm water have no crocodiles living in it". 

Peeps, says with me;

What is your thought about these movie?
have your ever know someone abused like Nia? If Yes, what you do?
and What should we do to protect the children?
source: here
"will happily reading your thought"

Budget 2013

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So far, the budget 2013 presented by our Prime Minister Najib Tun Razak in the Dewan Rakyat on September 28, 2012 receives positive feedback from society. While watching live show, I feels a bit excited for there are so many things/hope for the future for the unfortunate people in Malaysia. Solute you, "1 Malaysia". To begin with, the Budget 2013 theme was “prospering the nation, enhancing the well-being of the rakyat and a promise fulfilled” and as the onset of his more than two-hour-long speech, Najib said the budget was a manifestation of Barisan Nasional’s campaign slogan, “Janji ditepati” (FMT News, 2012).

Actually I don't know what to write since there are so many points presented by our PM despite of the BR1M for unmarried person and rebate RM200 for smartphone purchasing, so let me just write the keypoints, The Facts & Figure of Budget 2013 as shown below (the star online, 2013):

The following are the key points of Budget 2013, which was tabled by Najib in Parliament on Friday.

*Najib said that the budget is a gesture of appreciation to Malaysians and based on the background of an economy that was poised to expand 4.5%-5% for 2012, spurred by private investment.

*The allocation for next year's budget is RM251.6bil with the fiscal deficit at 4% compared with 2012's deficit of 4.5%.

*The Government will reintroduce foreign company acquisition incentives & tax incentives for local service providers

* RM500mil will be allocated for the River of Life project to rejuvenate Klang River

*Halal Industry Fund will provide RM200mil to fund working capital for SMEs that produce halal products

*Government to set up group insurance coverage scheme for hawkers and small business owners

*Tax incentives for private entrepreneurs in the oil & gas industry, including 100% income tax waiver for 10 years, exemption of withholding tax & stamp duty

*Tax incentive for the Global Incentive for Trading (GIFT) programme to make Malaysia an international commodity trading hub in line with global demand for liquefied natural gas (LNG). Approved commodity trading will include commodities such as in agriculture, refined raw materials, base minerals & chemicals. GIFT will see a 100% income tax waiver for the first 3 years of operation

*Tun Razak Exchange expected to attract 250 international companies and offer 40,000 jobs; 10-year tax exemption for companies with TRX status

*RM230mil in incentives for fishermen, RM2.4bil in subsidies and incentives for paddy sectors

*Securities Commission will provide the framework for the issuance of AgroSukuk for companies involved in agriculture. For AgroSukuk, the government has allocated a double tax deduction for a 4-year period from 2012-2015

*RM350mil for all entreprenuers, including RM50mil for Indian entrepreneurs

*RM38.7bil to improve quality of education in the country with an additional RM500mil to training teachers in the core subjects of English, Bahasa Malaysia, Science and Maths.

*Tax-free incentives and grants for setting up of new nurseries and kindergartens. RM1.2bil allocation for pre-school development

*Total of 1bil to upgrade schools - RM400mil for national schools, and RM100mil each for Chinese, Tamil, mission, religious, boarding schools and MRSM

*RM1bil fund to be set up to help bumiputra SMEs to increase their equity share in the economy

*Minimum pension to be increased to RM820 for those who had served govt for at least 25 years. More than 50,000 pensioners afftected.

*Government will establish the Graduate Employability Taskforce with an allocation of RM200mil to strengthen employability of unemployed graduates under Graduate Employability Blueprint by end-2012

*The Government will allocate RM440mil to the Skills Development Fund Corporation (PTPK), to provide loans for trainees to undergo skills training

*SOCSO will allocate RM200mil to enable its 1.4 million members to undertake free health screening in Government hospitals or SOCSO's panel clinics to detect non-communicable diseases.

*To further boost the production and utilisation of green technology-based products, the fund for GTFS will be increased by RM2bil and the application period will be extended for another three years ending Dec 31, 2015.

*The Government has provided a launching grant of RM14mil to National Legal Aid Foundation for those who cannot afford legal representation. For 2013, an additional allocation of RM20mil is provided.

*Efforts to further reduce the crime rate will continue to be enhanced, with an allocation of RM591mil in 2013

*The Government will continue to ensure the rakyat enjoys good health services. For 2013, the Government will allocate RM19.3bil for operating expenditure and development expenditure.

*A total of 500 women will be trained as board members under the Women Directors' Programme

*The Single Mothers Skills Incubator Programme (I-KIT) will be improved to provide advisory services and training for single mothers in entrepreneurship

*The 1Malaysia Welfare Programme (KAR1SMA) under the Ministry of Women, Family and Community Development will be allocated RM1.2bil comprising assistance programmes for senior citizens, children and disabled workers as well as for chronic illnesses.

*To assist young ICT entrepreneurs, a New Entrepreneur Foundation (NEF) will be established with an initial allocation of RM50mil. The NEF will be the platform to provide training and guidance programmes.

*In addition, a Young Entrepreneurs Fund will be established with an allocation of RM50mil by the SME Bank. The soft loans, aimed at youths aged 30 and below, offers a 2% interest rate subsidy for loans up to RM100,000 with a 7-year repayment period.

*Through the Youth Communication Package, a one-off rebate of RM200 will be provided for the purchase of one unit of 3G smartphone from authorised dealers. The initiative is for youths aged between 21 to 30 years with a monthly income of RM3,000 and below. A sum of RM300mil is allocated benefiting 1.5 million youths.

*50% discount on KTM Komuter fares extended to all Malaysians with a monthly income of RM3,000 and below and who travel by KTM Komuter.

*Government will allocate RM1.9bil to build 123,000 affordable housing units in strategic locations in 2013. The initiative will be implemented by PR1MA, Syarikat Perumahan Nasional Berhad (SPNB) and Jabatan Perumahan Negara

*A total of RM500mil will be spent by PR1MA to build 80,000 houses in major locations nationwide with the selling price ranging between RM100,000 and RM400,000 per unit. Among the locations are Kuala Lumpur, Shah Alam, Johor Bahru, Seremban and Kuantan.

*PR1MA will provide the Housing Facilitation Fund totalling RM500mil to build houses in collaboration with private housing developers. The house prices under this programme will be 20% lower than the market price and distributed through an open balloting system.

*To enable more Malaysian own their first residential property, My First Home Scheme, which was launched under the previous Budget, will be improved by increasing the income limit for individual loans from RM3,000 to RM5,000 per month or joint loans of husband and wife of up to RM10,000 per month.

*In a bid to curb speculation, the Government proposes the real property gains tax (RPGT) from the disposal of properties made within a period not exceeding 2 years from the date of purchase will be taxed at the rate of between 15% and 10% of disposal of property within a period of 2 to 5 years. For property disposed after 5 years from the date of acquisition, RPGT is not applicable

*BR1M also expanded to singles making less than RM2000/month. But amount will be RM250.

*Subsidy on sugar to be cut by RM0.20 per kg, effective from Sept 29, 2012

*RM386mil to ensure the prices of essential goods in Sabah and Sarawak as well as in Labuan are sold at lower prices through the opening of 57 KR1M; and to bear the cost of delivering products from Peninsular Malaysia to Sabah, Sarawak and Labuan including the interior areas.

*Individual income tax rate to be reduced by 1 percentage point for each grouped annual income tax exceeding RM2,500 to RM50,000. The measure will remove 170,000 taxpayers from paying tax as well as provide savings on their tax payment.

*Government to give school bus operators assistance of a RM10,000 cash rebate and a 2% interest rate subsidy on full loans for the purchase of new buses to replace buses that have exceeded 25 years old with new 12 to 18-seater buses.

*To ease financial burden of parents, the Government proposes that the existing tax relief on the children's higher education amounting to RM4,000 per person be increased to RM6,000.

PTPTN loans: Incentive for repayment of full loan from Oct 1, 2012 until Sept 30, 2013, a discount of 20% will be given on their loan. Regular repayment gets a 10% discount.

*Felda will implement and complete new generation housing projects amounting to 20,000 units for a period of five years on 5,000 acres of land in Felda areas. The project will cost a sum of RM1.5bil

*The 1Malaysian Development Berhad Trust will allocate RM300mil to provide education grants and financial assistance to build rumah arau pre-school students in the interior of Sarawak, 1Malaysia Mobile Clinic and repair houses for the poor and needy

*One and a half months bonus for civil servants - of this total, half a month bonus was paid during the past Aidilfiltri, another half month bonus to be given end-of Dec 2012, and Jan 2013, respectively.

Still cannot catch up? Okay let me simplify it with a picture shall I? ^_^

full credits to this image.
such a long entry isn't it peeps? But it is worth the time for these budget affecting our future whether you want to knows or not, it is still becomes the guidelines of how the upper reign our country, Malaysia. 

But, above all all of us have our own thought about the budget. 

Do you mind to share your thought here with us. Will be more than happy to read your comment and opinions. ^_^

Black Magic

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\ ^__^ /
full credits to this image

Today I am gonna write about the so called "Black Magic", the very first thing I learn today. There are so many causes and consequences of Black Magic all around the world, but my entry will encircle the Black Magic Woman Destroyed a Family. This is based on a true story, I mean true stories

Do you ever heard any story such that? I do. Even though nowadays we live with religion but somehow black magic is still widely in practice. No hiding, no worry, just ok ~ they still doing it. OMG. Don't they feel fear the consequences in front of our God? 

To be honest, I don't have any clue about black magic, how where and when people use black magic but I do know who and why they using it. Yes, some people might using it to get back their loves one, to get money and wealthiness, appearances and so on so forth but so far I still can accept people using black magic to hunt a family, snatching the father/mother/brother/sister just because of love. Peeps, can you believe this? "People use black magic to have the father aka husband aka grandpa because of love~LOVE to their MONEY". NO WAY! Black magic destroyed the family! May God blesses these people. May God bring happiness to those who forfeit. 

Be careful friend. 

Be extra cautious!

Here I told you a story, a very true story. These men have only one similarities, they're going to have their EPF out of the bank, SOON. Yes, EPF ~ the money that saved while we are in service/working. Well, Facebook nowadays can be the easiest way to get people's profile. Where people can observe the person they were interested with. So, just by knowing the birthday, people can be in danger. Especially men. Men around 50's. Why I said specifically to men is because they can be easily blinded by woman's love. In addition of Black Magic, these men been set to had special interests in these bad women, they fall in love to that woman! FYI, under spell we lost our inner self. One thing for sure, we will became smaller than a baby, powerless and doing nothing other than following that black-magic-woman's instructions.

Unknowingly, overwhelm by the illusive love, these men withdraw their EPF money, every single cent and giving to the woman. Divorcing their loyal 45 spouse partner are not a hard to do thing for them. Yes, they want to divorce but thanks to God, just before breaking the vow that was once made in front of the church, the spell was broken. Awesome God freeing these poor men! But what to say, poor before turn to poorer than before. In a blinking, their money was finished by the wicked women. This is true! 

Peeps! Actually for the conclusion part I am really speechless. I don't know how to conclude all of this entry, really. Just be extra cautious and please treasure your family enough like no tomorrow because when this episode ever gonna happened to you, remember this~ "it really hurt you badly!!".

Welcome to the real world where no wall separating the bad and good, through thin air people always misunderstand and often some people might taking advantages from others imprudence and love conquer the  lives. Above all, I wish all of you be blessed by God, for faith in God will uphold you through this journey. 

Just believe, live and leave the rest in God's hand. 

Malaysia Day at Sabah

Holla Peeps!! Howdy?
"Happy Malaysia Day!!" & "Welcome to Jubilee Year!!"
Praises is all to God!!
Raise your hands up those who had attended the Malaysia Day Celebration in Sabah (Christians). Blessed you. I was so amazed by the attendance where over 10K people came together in one place to celebrate Malaysia Day . People from Sabah, Sarawak, Semenanjung, Singapore, Brunei, Indonesia, Thailand, Canada and many other are willing to fly all the way to be united with us attending the activity of "A Day To Bless Malaysia" held in Likas Stadium, Kota Kinabalu.

After 40 days fasting and praying for Malaysia, all Christians was finally united in one place to declare the blessing for Malaysia. How great is our God. I am blessed and I am grateful for having the chance to be a part of this activity, for I never know if I am still alive in the next Jubilee Year, 2062. It might be once in a lifetime occasion I had.

As early as 8.00am in the morning of September 16, 2012 all people around Kota Kinabalu assembled in Padang Merdeka, Kota Kinabalu for morning Sunday Service. How great is our God for giving us clear and good day on that day. The prayer service ended or officially postpone to the evening at 16.00 o'clock took place Stadium Likas. See some of the pictures taken in Padang Merdeka below.

 Together with my friend, we drove to Stadium Likas sharp at 15.00 o'clock, and what surprised me a lot is there are so many people there. I told you, at 1515 o'clock, the free seat is hardly to be found. Me and my friend keep on walking and searching for free seats and finally found at the upper level but thanks God, we still can saw clearly the stage built in the middle of the field. Not forget to mention, we just found the seats 30 minutes after four o'clock in the evening. Late! But what to say, there are so many people in there and moving is not really a good choice.

For these reasons, the activity has been delayed for giving time for the people to find seats. Let me told you one thing, the friends (from Singapore) seated in front of us keeps on buying and enjoying the foods bought from the stalls. Huh, the Jubilee Food Feast went good, too good and awesome! We love the food services. Other than that, we also had been warmed with Cultural dances in Sabah. I love it. I love living in Sabah. I love the multicultural people live well and united in God. No angry, No hatred, Just Peace. Thanks God! How great is our God. After that, we watched the video on Formation of Malaysia 16 september 1963. Blessed Malaysia!! Next is sounding of shofars sharp at 1900pm together with all other places in Malaysia, singing National Anthem and Jubilee Song (as in above) followed with praise and worship and Hope of Jubilee. & Peeps, I love the speech by the Mayor of Kota Kinabalu, the Honorable Datuk Abidin Madingkir, all praises belong to God!

After the speech by Datuk Bandar, the Blessing for Malaysia is then Declared. Everyone is shouting, shout ing and shouting together with the mini shofars. I have one (see below) hehe. The declaration mean a lot to me, to us and to everyone and people started praying together for Malaysia for unknown un-counted time. Yes, we prays together to bless Malaysia, the country I live, I love and I appreciate. "A Day To Bless Malaysia" 

"Happy Malaysia Day"

holla peeps! Howdy?
"Happy Malaysia Day"
to all Malaysian out there no matter where.
it has been 49 years Malaysia Formed. 
49 years? not 55?

Do You Ever Know About It???

no people, it is 49 years. 
Do not believe? 
see the pic below. Released by our current PM Dato Seri Najib Tun Razak.

Sincerely I feels grateful for living in Sabah, the land below the wind. I am living peacefully up until now, thanks God, and I do living well despite of the many not so good, a very not good 'war' among Malaysian just now. About what? About how and why Borneo ( Sabah n Sarawak ) is like a step-children of Malaysia, not a part of it. I felts a bit disappointed about how Malaysian handles these matter. Not denied, the "IT WAR" is in the early stage, starting to become worst than before. Come on Malaysians, we can do it. Let us feels and being a part of Malaysia without pointing other people, blaming each other. Just peace. 

Yes. Just PEACE.

Today ( 16th Spetmber 2012 ), the day where Sabah and Sarawak joining and became one forming Malaysia, I am gonna attending the Malaysia Day of Celebration. The day where my people will gathering together praying for Malaysia. 

Yes. Praying for Malaysia.

Peeps, peace no war ^_^


Rhythms of the Moments

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I heard your name for the first time,
When you are not a friend of mine.
Fall for you is not what I want,
But suddenly you become the one.

We become closer mile to mile,
You surround my day with greeting and smile.
I missed your present and feel sad,
Everything I do turn out bad.

That feeling of being a special friend,
Help me walk through my worst moments.
Imagine me crying alone in the rain,
Like a rainbow, you appear whenever you can.

You hold my hand on a cold weather,
Tell me we are not meant to be together.
Fall onto a rock like the glasses,
That’s how my heart turns into pieces.

Gather all my strength and ability,
Try to accept the reality.
Though my soul screaming in agony,
But you are not my destiny.

Rhythms of the moments keep on changing,
How I wish my heart stop begging.
Memories created beyond my dream,
I’m afraid of losing you in a glimpse.

You wave at me and say goodbye,
But I promise you I’ll stop by.
Not to hurt but to tell you,
That till my last breath, I love you.

written by : Hevenney Vianie Heroney

My Bloody Barefoot; My Bloody Pathways.

Hello peeps! Howdy?

there is a time when i looks into me, myself, & I,
 I cannot understand
and I don't know my story,
the story of my own life.

yet people still says,
that I am good,
my life is perfect,
perfect in so many ways.

it hurts me inside, so deep.

i didn't live perfect.
my life is far from perfectness, 
and messed up with all these bullshit!

This smile, thanks God, looks good in me
covering all my inside,
fully covered and hidden from the outside.
uhh, through this smile of mine,
I completely sealed up myself.

this life,
i never knows,
i never have even slightly idea that it might turn out like this.
for any wonderful time I spend of,
for any sorrow I encountered,
for anything, everything and whole the things that
pushing me walking bares foots all along the journey,
I still keep on walking,
searching, exploring and experiencing 
inside and outside.
I realized,
I have to walks barefoot,
on the stony road,
 hilly path,
even to the road of desert
with this bloody barefoot of mine.
yes, a real hurts bloody barefoot.

no one knows how the roads I'd taken so far,
because they only knows the story at the junction 
where I stop a while to catch up my breath;
yet, they've still judged me,
saying things like they knows me in and out.
hey, please.
have you put yourself into my shoes?
don't judge me,
for you never know how the path I had taken so far.

My bloody barefoot.
I managed to have myself walking with you,
accepting and always be grateful for
the bloody path you has had walk through.
Living with you,
is a big thank you.
all along the journey,
i have learned to enjoys the surrounding,
the birds, the flowers, the tree, the ocean, and everything!
I have learned so many things,
from this bloody pathways,
using this bloody barefoot of mine.

Arranged Wedding. Really, Is it still in practice these days?

holla peeps!!! Howdy? 
Fine? Same goes here.. ^_^
So here for today, sincerely I want to ask you, 
"Arranged Wedding. Is it still in practice these days?"
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Peeps. Really?
Since I ever started to think about marriage, I always dream to be married with some freaking hot and good man. The one I love the most, the one who love me the most. I still half-in-conscious when my very own friend told me just now that she already engaged with someone she didn't know, and never know even once. "totally stranger" to say. She is a good woman, with stronger personality but still, she is a woman with a fragile heart. As I mentioned, she is too good to just followed her family's plan. And guess what, she is gonna married next week! OMG. Obedient child. Great. But how possibly she think to accept something like that when she even had her real one boyfriend? A boyfriend she love the most. Really?

to a wedding
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I still cannot catch it. Like the drama of "Princess Dala" if not mistaken, she willing to sacrifice her feeling for other. The story matched well, very well. Where she tried to uphold their love but still in the end, the family won no matters what they have done. Living like that, is not a very accepted choice by people. And it turn out exactly the same, as my friend already choose wedding dress black in color. Yes, I assured you, it is really black. Real black one with few strands of orange. She looks happy, outside, but I know and I totally understand what she really feels right now. What to say, the wedding is just around the corner. 

Peeps, if you're the one who having this kind of problem right now, what would you do? I really blur, and I can't blurt out any words either to support or just ask her leaving her principle and go against the wedding? In the end, I only told her 3 things:

1. Not every arranged wedding ended with sad story. It is a fact.
2. There is a phrase, " the love will come after we knows more about our partner, eventually".
3. It is all up to us, "keep on trying to accept our spouse, opening our heart and leave the rest in God".

And of course yes, "congratulation" with extra hot and spicy words "good luck". I pray that her arranged wedding will followed the fairy-tale story where happiness will always and forever become the ending. 

Living happily like forever.

That is all peeps, wedding is a vow made once in our lifetime. Do respect and hold unto it, put it in God's hand, and believe that nothing is ever happened outside His plan. Solute to all married woman out there, you're the winner to your very own-self. 
but still, love will come, growing and blooming someday. Just believe!

Awkward Moment

Holla peeps!! Howdy??
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Don't know what to say. Speechless. Really. Just now, I talked with my friend about the news. News 2000pm just now, talking about Malaysia's Flag. She talked big about the news and I felt interested to know more about it so I just asked her, "why?". And guess what, she replied me "why you ask me, ask the news". Felling dumb a bit. What is wrong with that woman peeps. She talked big before about that, so I just ask her because I thought she knows something more about it. OMG. A very awkwark moment!!

1. I cannot ask the news. ( That is a fact!).
2. Don't show off if you didn't know about it. (You look more stupid than before!)

In conclusion, please don't give stupid answer if the situation weren't suitable okay peeps?


"Just go with the flow". Yes, I do!

Hello peeps!! How are you? Of course "Fine" isn't it. LOL.
Whatever happened, it was already happened so just let it be. Peeps, just go with the flow! :)

Okay, I don't have any great story to share with but, I do have my very own life that I'd live on up until this moment that I treasure the most. The moment I became more responsible, independent and blissful person. For these past few weeks, I am undertaking internship course at Jabatan Kimia Malaysia (KK), there are so many memories and stories I made. As I never work before, working at Forensic Section is quite hard at first besides the staffs mannerism and so on so forth. But, after few weeks working there I felts kinda happy and proud to have the chance to take this internship there. 

"Just Go With The Flow"
is the phrase that I used to have these feeling, blissful to the max. You, don't go against the flow! please. Go with the flow but make sure "do not let yourself drowned by the flow". Not understand? Be calm, ask yourself with this question : "am I accepted by this environment?". If yes, and you must have this phrase within you. Congratulation!!!

For today, I felts happy in abundance for so many reason! Nothing goes wrong so far. Deeply and sincerely thanks to my God for giving me the day today. First of all, HE give me breath, woke me up in the morning with that "creepy" but funniest accident. That accident surely made my day started with a big smile, and a big LOL ( ahahahhahahahhahha ^_____^ ).   Secondly, I arrived on time, plus the bus service was good ( 3 stars/ 5stars ). Greeting the staffs early in the morning, giving my smile was surely made me happy as I saw the good and sweet responds. Even though the lifts wasn't functioning but at least, I can exercise a bit isn't it. No harm though. 

Other than that, I started my duty@job earlier, at 0750am. Not to show off okay peeps! :) It was just because I started the day with a big smile. Today, I finished two batches of tests called ELISA, a test using an ELISA instrument for drugs screening. We tested five drugs here which are Benzodiazepines, Cannabioids, Methaphetamines, Opiates and Barbiturates. I love the name!!!LOL. In total, I test 15 samples today and only one positive methaphetamine. OMG, poor that person. I am still happy anyway. WHY? hehehe, because only one sample that need to proceed in the next step. So the not too much work to do next week.

Above all, the most moment I treasured the most is the moment I got "gifts" for Friendhips day in JKM. I never expect to have such lively staffs there. To have two cute cups, keychains and pens from the staff is an extraordinary thing for me because I just started my internship there like yesterday. Huhu, I felt appreciated peeps. Huhuhuhu. See the pic below? Sweet isn't it. Thanks to them.

Ohya, suddenly I was shocked by that "thank you" words from my cold supervisor. I don't exactly know "why" he said that but to got that words from him is very special you know. It is very rarely for him to say that. I love being there so far. Really! Plus, my senior intern-mate told me "you isn't not that pretty at first sight, but you looks prettier after I saw and knows you these days". Of course I felt kinda sad for I am not that "pretty" as he said but at least he is telling me that I am cute everyday. More than that he said, "Outer beauty is one thing, but having inner beauty is much more important for it outshine the outer pretty"
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Yes, I agree that inner beauty is important but I believed that every woman love to have "outer beauty" isn't it? Of course yes. Not denied, I love seeing pretty women, women with natural beauty. Sometimes, I stalked pretty woman's Facebook. Looking at their beautiful pictures and I do feel jealous. Yes, I do but I never question God for giving me the "me" today. Because I am pretty for myself. Being me is the great chance given by our Creator. Thanks God.
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Your beauty should not come from outward adornment, such as braided hair and the wearing of gold jewellery and fine clothes. Instead, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God’s sight

For today's words, just go with the flow and enjoy the journey. Live it not leaving it okay. :) End and start your day with a big smile and always and forever being grateful. The breath, the days and the greatest plan in you. :) daaaa 

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