Life after marriage || Letter to my husband || notes from wife to husband

Hi peeps! 
My first question is : how is your life after marriage?
1. Happily ever after
2. Going ups and down
3. Sad, full of regret
4. All above

5 days to go and it marks 4 months of our marriage. And as of mine, i'll say number 2. Been married for only 4 months and it was like already living thousand years.

Pre-wedding is just as tough as pre-wedding days. You have to looks into details before making any decision, to include each other and it is tough sometimes to come to a fair decision.

Tears, anger, laugh & smiles ~>gifts.

Imma working wifey and my job needs a full attention and my husband are a very good supporter yet i am full with doubts.

Out of the 4 months being lawfully together, many days were spent with silent treatment. I am actually ignoring him. All because i am angry for one reason; this marriage is dragging me down, stopping me from achieving my dream and future planning!

And now is answer number 3! How bad i am, right.

I also want a passionate affection~~~

But he choose badminton and his friends. Not that he alienated me, he is doing great. Well, as a husband he always taking care of my needs more than i could ask. Send and fetch me from work, cooking and doing laundry, coffee time and also cleaning the house. Still, i feels less. Since when i become so dramatic? Maybe this is blue-marriage peeps? Anyone have ideas on this matter?

We fought a lot! And all is started by me.

I am sorry my dear husband but i just could not speak it out to you now. I am still angry and i do really hope someday you might read this entry and understand my tantrums.

0118hrs, he fast asleep yet i am still wide awake. May as well awake till dawn. My dearie husby, you were great! It is just me,the me full with insecurities and lack of faith to others. And i am sorry for being that, me. Right now i'm stuck somewhere, between what if, what might, what could have, and what never will and all i want to know is what actually is.

The problem is, i am still trying to find what actually is~~~
Please bear with me.
A moment. In silence, let me think.

Because:

I really love you.

Please,

Oh my Ghost | Na Bong Sun | Working alone | Better tomorrow | Chemist | Palm Oil

Holla peeps!

What shall I write today?

Love or hatred?

Guess i will start my entry with love, right? 💟

Haishh i am trying to attach picture along with entry today but then i have been alienated by this gadget nowadays. Stopped blogging for quite some time, no wonder if I don't really getting along with all of these gadget. Used to blog using laptop+mouse, and so into blogging day and night. Well, a car engine also need to start up and find its tune after a long idle right? So am i. What of using ipad with the new update ios 9, i feels kinda hard to find the tune. My bad, i did nit even try to get back to this world. I always can blog through my mobile phone, but i just cannot make up myself to do so. Frankly spoken, the mobile phone never leave my hand like 24/7, really! Told ya.

I always with my mobile phone:

1-To contact my far away fiance, who is currently working at Gulf of Mexico.

2-To relieve my boredom with facebook, wechat and work-group-whatsapp.

Since I also working alone, far from my hometown; the mobile phone is like soulmate for reasons. Am i the only one peeps???

On top of that, i feels like I cannot adapt easily to this surrounding even though 18th August 2015 marked a year of my employment. Still cannot find my true friends, still in silent-war with my housemate and still have not find my tune. Got no cinema, no karaoke partner in crime and no activities that i find enjoyable.

Have not told you right, i finally settle down as a chemist ( QA executive to be exact ). Thanks God! Well if you read my previous status and entry, you will know how frustrated i am looking for a job. As vacancy in Sabah is somewhat harder to find. Been praying so long for any job using my degree certificate, so here I am a humble-proud chemist in Palm Oil. Where? Guess it where in Sabah the larger Palm Oil industries is. Hihi

Let me share with you (fresh graduate), having degree does not promised you a job with high pay salary but at least you can have "hope", that someday soon you may have the job. Be bold and move on. I remembered the day when the HR called me talking about the offer. I felt so excited even though i have to be alone, ~300km far away from my hometown. Where, it is only reachable through land transport. Here have airport by the way, what i mean is my hometown do not have its own airport. So whenever i want to go home, i have to drive alone ~300km. No choice here!

It is a little sacrifice anyway. Grown up should not weeping over it. Lol.

Opsss... I still have a lot to write but my darling, mr fiance is off duty now. Have to video call with him. Lovey dovey moment! Uweeeeekkkkk...you are throwing up right??hahaha.  Well, i just finished the korean drama -Oh My Ghost- and it taught me to be bold and stand up for our own life, our own love. Na Bong Sun, a shrivelled girl who coudln't fight for her love; not even have gut to speak up to her love. Possessed by ghost, through times taugh her to be more brave...as always, the ending shall be "happily ever after", but i love the storyline the most. I will fight for my romance, my love and my future. Aja aja hwaiting! See you again in my next entry fellas. Xoxo

Warming up for blogging mood

Hello peeps!
It has been quite some time i did not update nor visit this blog.
Been busy, as i already started my job as a chemist since last year.
Well, to be frank, the main reason is i do not have internet here. Do not have network at my hometown.

Peeps, i have a lot of stories to update here but i do not have the mood for blogging at this moment. I do not know where to start, i lose the words.

I have to stop my entry here tonight but will update again by this weekend. Won't you anticipate it? See you on sunday fellas. Xoxo

How It Feels To be A Bachelor Holder With No Job

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What are doing now? How is your life going on?
Question of the day : 1- Have you ever dream of having Degree?
                                2- Have you Had Graduated?
                                3- Have you Got a Job?

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Well for myself, it is not so called children dream to be exact. Never once in my teenager life ever dreaming of having bachelor degree. Yes, I do. I never thought of my future, well, my teenager life is not so good, as I am a spoiled youngest (giving excuse here) children. Never, not until Form 3. It is not because of my conscience, no, but because I was forced to woke up and grow up when my sister passed away. She was just 18 years old when she passed away, due to car accident. My family was in shocked state and could not think anything as we just watching TV late at that evening and she met accident at thirty minutes past eleven that night. 

The very next day, we went to the hospital retrieving her body and the offer of furthering study arrived. It is her dream to have a bachelor degree and she used to be so sad when her application to Matriculation was failed. Finally she got the offer to Form 6 but she was not in the world anymore, she has gone back the Almighty Creator. At that moment, I promised myself that I won't waste my life and live the life to the fullest. I learned hard to pass the Penilaian Menengah Rendah with A's and B's only, and thanks God I also passed the Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia and been accepted to Labuan Matriculation. It is a blessed from God indeed, for I am not a genius one but I managed to finish my Bachelor Degree in Science of Industrial Chemistry. 

Yeah, I got my Degree!

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Graduated in end of year of 2012, and now is July 2014. Still no job! I am feeling devastated. Hell yeah! Am I the only one peeps? Sometimes I was so stress, crying my heart out and I do feel how my life is so unfair. I resent the Lord! Oh My Gosh! How stupid I am, right fellas? I was blessed since before I was born and He never forget me once. ( Forgive me Lord!). I am so mentally breakdown. To the present I am able to feels the God blessing once again through my fiance, He send someone who loves me and strengthening me whenever i feels down. UNEMPLOYED BACHELOR's HOLDER is actually hard since many people will talks behind you but fellas, remember it this way, I AM BLESSED OF HAVING CHANCE TO HAVE DEGREE where some people don't even have it (like my gone sister), I AM A PROUD unemployed DEGREE HOLDER WHO IS HAVING CHANCES TO HUNT FOR A JOB EVERYDAY (where some people find it hard by using SPM only). And I will never measured the JOB with my degree, I WILL WORKS ANYTHING, since my dream is HAVING A JOB ( to be honest, I never dreamed a dream of JOB USING DEGREE anyway ). I just dreamed of having a job! So, no matter what I got, I will do the job with happines! 

.....to be continued.....

Fragile life. Handle it with love of God, Pray.

Holla peeps!! Howdy?
It is may, 1st 2013.
I sincerely wish you a blessed may.

Hmm.. What and where should I start my entry today? Should I start from who I am. Sigh, I really do not know where to start with. Let me start with the General Election fever in my hometown. The opposite team really hate the other team. To be spesific, the opposite team really tried hard to spread hatred to others, false accusation and using one's belief to win. And I could not help myslef from getting angry but cannot be angry at the same time when people laugh at someone's mistake without knowingly that the problem started from themselves. They were blinded by their own hatred, envious of other's life. For example, my brother been taken out from a group because of no reason. A group that should help each other but what then, the group pushed him out without any good reason or any explanation. We are not rich nor living a perfect life, NO, but we were trying to live a very good life as we can, enjoying everyday and be thankful to God (eventhough he was not a church's man). Frankly speaking, it is the church's member who pushed them out. Pushed us out. Everyday, me myself trying to go to church by one reason, be blessed by the sermon but ended up crying when seeing the 'fake' people. It is so wrong to judge people peeps, but I could not help myself from judging them sitting there like a very good person but, but in reality you know who are they. I often tolds myself that nobody is perfect (just like me-always make mistakes) but it is so hurtful when outside the church, some of them are the one who really dishonor you, stepping on you, and pushed you down from kneeling to lying down on the dirt. By any means, they wanted my family become the very poorest with no dignity persons. Become a very stupid with no improvement family. My parent is not a very pious spouse. My father involved in politics and my mother is a mother with 8 childrens. But my mother and my father always giving us chance to choose our own life, and they still wake me up in the early sunday morning asking if I go to church. Giving me money. Sometime they were giving me extra money to give in into the church's fund because they cannot go to church, for they was like not allowed going to church. I still remember the day my father going to church, there were so many people talks and laugh behind, not giving warm welcome (supporting) instead talking bad about my father's life. He gave up going to church. My siblings, from the earlier involvement in church had facing so many denial from the other church's member and me myself has been standing up alone in the church until todays. I wonder if they ever prayer for us when my father's issue striked us, I wonder if they ever prayer for us when we were trying so hard to come to God, I wonder if they ever prayer for us when we were trying so hard to live on and figthing the problems. Thanks to God, HE gives us better life day by day despite of the rains and storms, gives us light and forgiveness despite of the dark and mistakes we had done. May God open their eyes of their heart someday when they can accept us just the way we are and loving each other. May God teaches us to love and to understand and strengthening one to another.

General Election '13

Hello peeps! Howdy?

GE13 is just around the corner, 7 days to go to be exactly. How the General Election fever is going on at your place? Our place is just reaching an unusual hot temperature, hotter than usual. Too many people change their party because of hatred. They don't like you, then they'll automatically throw away the party. Too many bad rumors is going around and not forgetting, there was an incident occured where the people went "visiting" other house and spreading false accusations at 1.00 at the very early morning. Threathening is one thing. Other than that, too many people known as two-faced person. They wear two different parties' cloths and going to both places. The head of the village also do the same things. It is all about who is and who will lead the village and have power to control the villagers and they were willing to take the risks of losing the peace just to get the power. Spy? We had that issue, like having thorns within the skin. Plus, no money flow from the government to support the activities. More than that, the people is rejecting the presentee. Parliament have the chance to win, but ADUN is quit worrying. Do not know what the result might be but, to be honest, I hope I can live a peaceful life and without hatred. And if the opposition win, do not forget their "promises", I really hope they can protect the peace and more than that, did not disappointing their followers aka voters. Personally, above all, I want a peace country/place to live on, no discrimination no obsessive hatred and just wanting to revenge.

But, as shared at the sermon today in my village's church, KING HIZKIA (2 chronicles 32:24-33) had been fallen down few times because he forgots our LORD and became a self-proud king. Through the crisis , LORD use it to shows CHRIST JESUS's love. Through his kingdom downfall, KING HIZKIA able to realize his mistakes and repent then came back into GOD's hand. Through all that crisis, GOD only asking for one thing, HE want people to come back to HIM. If Sabah is going to be like that, May God forgives us in Sabah, and through HIS LOVE will protecting us. Amen.

A little bit insecure : a prayer for Sabah.

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Howdy?

Have you ever feels insecure? I feels so recently. Well, the general election in Malaysia really change my mood a lot. It is not because I did not believe that the government now will win the GE13 but it is related to my beliefs, the word of "if God do", nobody can change it. If God really put Sabah as same as Ayub's situation, may God gives us trength fo face it. If God really let Sabah be like sodom and gomora, may God gives us mercy. If God allows what "they saw" happened in Sabah, may God gives us knowledges and strength to handle it. Lord, into Your hand we surrender to. Into Your Kingdom we belong to. Into Your love we live today. Into Your hand we asks for forgiveness. I prayer that we could handle it as good as Esther saved her nation. I prayer that the leader above us can do as much as Moses do to his nation. I prayer for us, Your children safe until You come for the second time. Amen!

Beauty all along the ages

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Howdy?

Okay, today I would like to write about "beauty":- charm, chic, glamor, comeliness, loveliness, elegancy, daintiness, elegance, pulchritude, or attractiveness.

Agree or not peeps, good appearance bring on good impression.

BUT. But, what is the good appearance or beauty by the way?? How do you define the word itself? Is it women with glittering dress?; is it men with tuxedo?; is it women with good makeup?; or is it men with good body features? Define it by yourself. Your answer is belong to you and it is not my intention to argue with. Here, I just want to give you the first hint, "you are beautiful just the way you are". Yes, indeed peeps!

How I wish to have someone:boyfriend aka husband-to-be to sing and to meant to me the song of 'just the way you are' by Bruno Mars. Is not it so sweet peeps? Gez how I wish.

Beauty? For me it is define by being the best of me inside out.

Okay, let me included one real soryhere. Just now I am experiencing the problem where my cousin's husband found dishonest, having affair with other woman. Believe or not, they have married for 28 years and they never had any big argument, of course there is for every family must experience it but what I mean here is their argument is not something big for everyone to be alert. And personally I do feel respect with their marriage and I wish I may have marriage like that someday. Tell you peeps, I could not believe at first when my cousin tell me that her husband being with a woman. They are getting married soon. OMG!

I could not stop thinking, 'why?'.

I do share it with my fiance and I do want to put all the blame to her husband but my fiance had once said that men must always have reason, so I tried to come up with any reason. Guess what peeps, the problem roots is from my cousin herself. I do not dare to write this but, it is the reality. FYI, my cousin is beautiful and was once a very up-to-date person, a fashionable woman but after their third child, she becomes tired of herself. She did not care about her appearance anymore. Telling you the truth, she never care about her face and body, even when her husband told so.

I told her once but she did not believe me and she keep asking whilst put her anger to me. I do not know what to say anymore peeps. Really. But hey, let us finish this story here okay. Let me write about the cause and consequences. I mean, the moralle from these stories.

First, please take good care of your appearance all along the ages no matter if it is simple or not. I say so because good appearnce bring on confidence and it is good for your children, husband and even your company if you are a working-wifey.

Secondly, do not be shy to improve your appearance day by day for good. It is your 'responsibility' to looks the very good of you for yourself and your husband and family. Moreover, we need to change and improve ourselves to fit with the changing world after all.

For con:- "true love never looks their outer appearance but inside". How I wish to have someone like that. But hey peeps, people are human. Human with feeling, with instinct and person who are prone to fall in temptation. It is not impossible if someday the love might be faded away by time. WE NEED TO DO SOMETHING ALL THE TIME TO PRESERVE OUR LOVE. One thing for sure, is too take good care of our appearance, inside out. Okay peeps? Do something now, grab your best cosmetics and dress and turn yourself to the best of you. Do not do something in excessive, but do something simple but good and is suitable to your surrounding. Different place with different culture is not it.

So,in conclusion here :- do the very best of you today and make them fall in love you every day. Good luck.

Your beauty should not only come from outward adornment, such as braided hair and the wearing of gold jewellery and fine clothes. Instead, it should be with that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God’s sight. Looks perplexing is not it. But, no matter how you read it, it always concluded that we must try to be the very best of us "INSIDE OUT".

Phone Locked!

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Howdy??

Okay, today I'll write about the pro and con of "PHONE LOCKED".

What is your handphone peeps? Do you put any password to lock your smartphone?

Yep, it is not a new thing to lock or to put a password in our handphone these day. I do. But only when I am home, I want to protect my privacy from my family, someone who I believe dare to open my smartphone.

source : here

But, do you ever consider the pro and con of having to lock your smartphone?  Not denied, it can save us time and effort to protect our very own secrets. Other than that, we can put our phone at safe whenever it was stolen from us. It might preserve our secrets or data in the smartphone but only for temporary! Yeah, don't you know that you can re-open or cracked the locked phone in less than five minute + RM20 charge in phone shop? Sometime, even lesser. I told you peeps, it never safe to fully believe that your locked phone is good enough to be the barricade for our secrets. As you know, smartphone have our banking, Facebook, email, and many more important things data and it can be cracked in a few moment only. So, if you want to say that I am assuring you to not locking your phone, it is wrong! Yeah, you can put password  but be careful of the consequences, the BAD CONSEQUENCES.

Locking your phone is just the same as keeping your very own identity from the outsider. I really hope that my can show my own identity on the screen while being locked! See the pic below? Isn't it just great peeps?

source : here

Let me share an experience here peeps. It happened not longer than few hours ago. This experience shouldn't being told in here but I want to take the positive way, just to share and alarm you about the bad consequences of LOCKING THE PHONE! Few hours ago, my bro-in-law happened to be the paramedic and documenting a sudden death of 20's male. Still younger, right? He was on the bus going back to his school after having a Hari Raya Aidiladha break when his 'time to meet our Almighty arrived'. Shorten my story, his death is not looks like usual death, for he had a cut or specifically like deep wound slightly above his corner eye. 

So, police took over the case and here the thing of WHY I WROTE THIS ENTRY TODAY! The Officer couldn't contact his family. HIS PHONE WAS LOCKED!! and his brought along identity is not helping much more than a dead end call. The officer tried to call his school for reference data of his family but the number cannot be reached. One point here peeps, be sure to update your reference contact in school for our own advantages, if someday? But, let us pray for any bad luck away from us. 

This is the biggest disadvantage I am holding on to have the time to write this entry today. LOCKING your phone, PRESERVING your data inside safely, the causes might be GOOD but not denied can turn to BAD! In conclusion here, be prepare if you really need to lock your phone. If your phone is not good enough to provide data as in the picture above ( I hope I have one ), be sure to put any data of contacts in your purse or belonging in case something bad might happened.

So, for the person and relatives who this story referred as, my sincere apologize for sharing the incident here in my blog, but please understand me. I just want to share the MORAL OF THESE STORY, and not my intention to make any fuss about it. BE ALARMED PEEPS! BE CAUTIOUS! BE PREPARED! 

May God bless the deceased and RIP.

~the end~

Our Graduation Day

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Howdy?

Today is Friday, 25 October 2012, 

so, to all my muslim friends, Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha! 

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Okay, as mentioned in my entry before, today I'll write about my graduation day as well as my so called bitter-sweet memories on that day. See the first pic below, it shows that I am officially graduated and a new member of UMS Alumni.

Actually, my graduation day took place five days ago but I just going to write my entry today because I have a lot of things to do in the mean time, so many I feels like busier than our Prime Minister (LOL, just kidding!). It took place on 20 October 2012 in Dewan Cancelor UMS. I am scheduled on second session at 2pm on that day. As been told, we supposedly in queue sharp at 1230pm but because I was caught in the traffic jammed, I just arrived at Dewan Cancelor around 1.45pm. You know what peeps, I was like 'Gosh, can I ever have a chance to graduate on the stage?'. I couldn't sit properly in the car, couldn't breath calmly as my friends keep on calling me that they're in their queue waiting for their turn to walk into the Hall. I guess you're more that understand how the feeling I have that time, isn't it peeps? 

Earlier in the morning, I went to saloon to set up my hair, it was so damned pretty as the curls was so like the waves of the ocean, FYI I took the non-permanent curl hair, and I was like "OMG, I am gonna love this saloon!' and went out to my house with high confidence. But, yes, BUT! But, not 1 hour long, the curl start to loose and became straight. I really went frustrated with that, see the pic below, isn't it so poorly curled. :(

Okay, continued with the traffic-jammed-trouble-me, the moment I arrived at the Hall, all my friends already make their way into the Hall and I was like an alien, where alienated in the crowds. I asks my niece to go registering with me, but because I walk to fast she couldn't catch up with me and NOBODY IS GOING TO HELP ME SETTING UP MY DRESS! I keep on calling her but the crowds caused to unable to meet, and by PUTTING ASIDE MY PRIDE I ask for help from the crowds. Yeah, I just picked two girls near me on that time, strangers of kind-hearted girls. I didn't even know their name as I am in rushing mode. Their help is more than appreciated! Thank you girls, whoever and wherever you're, I really appreciated with your help of setting me up with my dress in front of the UMS Chancellor Hall 1.45pm on 20 October 2012. Thank you so much, wished I know your names. After the bitter-sweet memories to flashback again, I finally made my way into the hall, sitting within strangers Uni-mates (soon be found that we have the same friends since Matriculation to UMS and guess what, we've know each other face as we talks while waiting for our turn to retrieve our scroll). Thanks for being a good friend, talking to me even though we just know each other name few seconds before. ^^

Sharp at 3.40pm I went up, retrieving my scroll proudly after my name called. My family sms me that they're proud to see me on the stage! This is my gift for your unconditional supports all along 15 years of my studies.  After finished with the ceremony, all of us was free to meet up with F&F outside the hall and I went straight to the front of the Hall waiting my family. They bought me a lot of flowers! Thank you sisters, thank you Ma, Thank you my nieces and nephews. Love the flowers so much, I really appreciated it! See the pcitures below peeps? ^^

my 2nd and 3rd elder sisters. I love them so much!! Thank you sista.

behind-My eldest niece, me-with the spoiler spec! Keep on falling all the time.

With one of my coursemate, Rkorik Journey. My BFF! Read her blog as well kay peeps?

me with my sister and nieces + nephews. So happy with their presence!

My nephew, telling me that he was the one who choose the small pinky flower. 

Love the way he congratulate me ^^ Hows good to be auntie.

me, my BFF Esther Kunggin, and my niece! 

Presenting you my other two coursemate, Florinna and Azye Sheila! ^^

Among the pictures taken,  this is the one I love the most. 

Candid pic taken while me talking with someone who congratulating me! ^^

Okay peeps! This is the pic I treasure the most!

the "3 Dara Pingitan"- from the left : Lyla, Vera, and Lyna. 

Lyla-my BFF since form 1

Lyna-my BFF since form 4

BFF forever, from secondary to matriculation, finally graduating together in UMS.

Love both of you!

I love the background! Since  I am 6 years old! I swear to you,

I swore to myself that someday I will studying in this Uni and thanks God I finally made it until graduation day! ^^

the other side of me! ^^

and the last pic of me in UMS!! ^^

Last but not least, I am gonna shows you my studio picture. Just pictures for you (might be), but it is a very treasured memento to me! I enjoyed looking at my pictures, thousands time without ever feeling bored. It is my pictures after all. No offence if you wanna out from my page ^^

with my mum ^^

Soo many pictures, right peeps? Hihi, I just cannot find any words to describe and telling you the day of my convocation, so I just put my pictures for it has it own power to bring out the stories. You can see it and feels it. 

So to everybody, keep on going in your studies. To whom will sitting for this coming 5th Nov SPM, goodluck! and don't stop dreaming! Keep on dreaming + efforts to achieve it and leave the rest in our Almighty Hand. 

HAPPY CONVOCATION & CONGRATULATION FOR THOSE WHO GRADUATING THIS YEAR AND GOODLUCK TO THOSE WHO WILL SITTING FOR SPM. MAY GOD BLESS YOU.

the end.

The Love Story

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Howdy?

source : here

Okay peeps! after BW, seems like others are really writing their love story in their kawae blog, so here I am ~ pouring and writing my own story, the real me and my love story.......Gosh, I actually not really into this title but somehow I feels like want to share with all of you about my life, my love story _another side of me.. some old entries about my relationship are HERE and HERE.

Where to begin with? Okay, let start from the first time I know him. I get to know to he 6 years back then in church activity. My church team paid a visit to their church and through Youths activities, we're grouped and guess what, he teamed up with me! Next, we exchanges phone numbers and getting well along to each other. Not as boyfriend aka someone special, but just as an ordinary boyfriend aka best-friend at first!

We started as a very good friend, "phone-pal", since our town is hundred miles distance. Am telling you, he was a very concerned friend to me. He will call me everyday, every single day, just to share his life. Including his love relationship! Yes, it is true. Not forget to mention, I dated with one of his friend while he dated with my friend at that moment. But, it ended pretty bad. So then, after my cousin's conquered my handphone, well you know the story where another person set you up, she indeed do that to me. Okay, then we finally become a couple on December 29. Peeps, I also still not really believe how my story going that way up until now!

Stranger --> Friend --> Best-friend --> Boyfriend --> Steady Boyfriend------>>

Telling the truth, there were so many ( a lot of  ) problem we'd experiencing for these past few years, and told you, we'd broke up once but I guess, I really love his caring side of personality, so we coupled back again. How is that? okay peeps, here I listed down his lovely side that makes me fall in love with him. Read it and give me your thought okay ??

1. Very caring person.

2. Sms + calling me like 24/7.

3. Presence whenever in need.

4. Singing lullaby for me!! (love this so much).

5. Handling my bad temper so good!

6. Never shout at me! + never angry without reasonable reasons.

7. Put me "first" before himself!

8. Loving me unconditionally.

9. Respect my principles + F&F.

10. +++++++++++

Seems like I am a very selfish person isn't it? But please, who girl didn't want to be treated like princess?? Tell me. Who girl don't like to bre treated nicely, lovingly with respectfully?? Peeps, we're the one who doing the show. We're the one who creating the character, and we're the one who leads the story. Do as you like, create the very good love story as the love is a gift from God. Love God, our-self and the people surrounding you.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.

-1 Corinthians 13:4-8

Convocation Day. Soon!

Holla peeps!! Howdy?

Mine? Greate! Awesome!

(Just think positive, be grateful)

Okay peeps! It wasn't good to show off but I just couldn't resist myself to share this good news with all of you. I means, all my virtual readers. Never a thought of it, just want to share okay peeps? Yeah, that's a very good of you. Not a very secret news as it already stated as shown in my title above, I'll graduating next week!! See the invitation letter below? Feels so excited. Thanks God!!

please do not re-use this pic in any other way.

It was just like yesterday I went to UMS, registering and officially registered as UMS' student, attending lectures, sitting for exams, doing assignments (SSSSSS) + reports + thesis (the killer task). It was like just few minute ago I met my course-mates, creating a very good moment back than. I miss the moment I&my friends sitting in the hallway waiting for our lecture, eating and lepak'ing at the cafes (SST, d'Pustaka), doing nothing but living as a student, a UNI students specifically. Yeah, surely we'd made up a very good memory in these period of time friends. Not forgetting the time we'd spent together in the laboratory, library and bust stop LOL. It must be a very good memory where we'd waits for bus in hours. OMG, it was really feels like just yesterday peeps. And I am graduating soon, very soon. 

14th Convocation, I am one of them! Peeps, please don't be irritated to me, I just want to share my good feeling with you, in other words, positively, this might encouraged you to liven your life (students), enjoy it to the max because somehow you will win the race! Yes, after a very tough race you going with, you'll meet a 'bus stop' where we can stop a while, rejoicing our race and taking a very good breath to start a new journey!  A very new and different journey. Take this entry for granted peeps! 

OMG, I can't stop feeling great just now after finishing all the pre-convo tasks, payment and forms. I just need to take my rode & hood for convocation this Monday and enjoying the Tamu Gadang while waiting for the convocation day 2nd session on October 21, 2012. Gosh, can't wait much longer. 

Special Congratulation to all people that will graduate this year. No matter what, who, where, & when.

Well done you!! 

Happy Convocation Day!!

^^

 

Ku Petik Dosa (ASK) TV3

Holla Peeps!! Howdy?

^_*

Have you watched this movie? 

NO?

Watch it!

I assured you, it worth the effort!

"KU PETIK DOSA"

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This movie was nicely done. Yes, I told you. With only 5 actors, 2 houses, 1 kindergarten ; this story was successfully caught my eyes and my heart. First of all, let me introduce  them you, the actors that liven up the movie.

They are:

• Fasha Sandha as Aina
• Fikree Bakar asHaris
• Fadilah Mansor as Sal
• Zaidi Omar as Khalid
• Farah Nadia as Nia Qaseh

Synopsis : click "HERE" and "HERE".

I have been waiting such movie for a very long time until now. Since my childhood, I already know this story, in reality. Me? NO! It wasn't me. But, it is happened. And am more than understand that these stories cannot be leaked out, told to others for it is disgraceful! But hey, thanks to the movie, it will somehow open the eyes of the viewers (amen). 

Back to my real story, that poor girl (Thank to God), still alive up until today. She is living away, far away form that hometown with her uncertain husband and children. I personally thinking that her past still haunting her, because she never want to go home since that.

Told you, that village didn't do anything to protect her from that accident! How poor, how sorry I am for that girl. She got no where to go. If you ask me who is the BAD MAN, I cannot answer it. Sorry, for I don't want to open the past (as her family decided to keep it as a top secret anyway), let the bygone be bygone they said. 

So, am here not to re-open the past, but to WARNED you. PROTECT YOUR CHILD!. 

Please take care of your children, your brightly girl. Protect them from the uncivilized men!

Do not put your children under unknown situation, as old-folks says "Do not blindly believe that the calm water have no crocodiles living in it". 

Peeps, says with me;

SAY NO TO UNCIVILIZED PEOPLE.

What is your thought about these movie?

have your ever know someone abused like Nia? If Yes, what you do?

and What should we do to protect the children?

source: here

"will happily reading your thought"

^_^

Budget 2013

Holla peeps!! Howdy?

So far, the budget 2013 presented by our Prime Minister Najib Tun Razak in the Dewan Rakyat on September 28, 2012 receives positive feedback from society. While watching live show, I feels a bit excited for there are so many things/hope for the future for the unfortunate people in Malaysia. Solute you, "1 Malaysia". To begin with, the Budget 2013 theme was “prospering the nation, enhancing the well-being of the rakyat and a promise fulfilled” and as the onset of his more than two-hour-long speech, Najib said the budget was a manifestation of Barisan Nasional’s campaign slogan, “Janji ditepati” (FMT News, 2012).

Actually I don't know what to write since there are so many points presented by our PM despite of the BR1M for unmarried person and rebate RM200 for smartphone purchasing, so let me just write the keypoints, The Facts & Figure of Budget 2013 as shown below (the star online, 2013):

The following are the key points of Budget 2013, which was tabled by Najib in Parliament on Friday.

*Najib said that the budget is a gesture of appreciation to Malaysians and based on the background of an economy that was poised to expand 4.5%-5% for 2012, spurred by private investment.

*The allocation for next year's budget is RM251.6bil with the fiscal deficit at 4% compared with 2012's deficit of 4.5%.

*The Government will reintroduce foreign company acquisition incentives & tax incentives for local service providers

* RM500mil will be allocated for the River of Life project to rejuvenate Klang River

*Halal Industry Fund will provide RM200mil to fund working capital for SMEs that produce halal products

*Government to set up group insurance coverage scheme for hawkers and small business owners

*Tax incentives for private entrepreneurs in the oil & gas industry, including 100% income tax waiver for 10 years, exemption of withholding tax & stamp duty

*Tax incentive for the Global Incentive for Trading (GIFT) programme to make Malaysia an international commodity trading hub in line with global demand for liquefied natural gas (LNG). Approved commodity trading will include commodities such as in agriculture, refined raw materials, base minerals & chemicals. GIFT will see a 100% income tax waiver for the first 3 years of operation

*Tun Razak Exchange expected to attract 250 international companies and offer 40,000 jobs; 10-year tax exemption for companies with TRX status

*RM230mil in incentives for fishermen, RM2.4bil in subsidies and incentives for paddy sectors

*Securities Commission will provide the framework for the issuance of AgroSukuk for companies involved in agriculture. For AgroSukuk, the government has allocated a double tax deduction for a 4-year period from 2012-2015

*RM350mil for all entreprenuers, including RM50mil for Indian entrepreneurs

*RM38.7bil to improve quality of education in the country with an additional RM500mil to training teachers in the core subjects of English, Bahasa Malaysia, Science and Maths.

*Tax-free incentives and grants for setting up of new nurseries and kindergartens. RM1.2bil allocation for pre-school development

*Total of 1bil to upgrade schools - RM400mil for national schools, and RM100mil each for Chinese, Tamil, mission, religious, boarding schools and MRSM

*RM1bil fund to be set up to help bumiputra SMEs to increase their equity share in the economy

*Minimum pension to be increased to RM820 for those who had served govt for at least 25 years. More than 50,000 pensioners afftected.

*Government will establish the Graduate Employability Taskforce with an allocation of RM200mil to strengthen employability of unemployed graduates under Graduate Employability Blueprint by end-2012

*The Government will allocate RM440mil to the Skills Development Fund Corporation (PTPK), to provide loans for trainees to undergo skills training

*SOCSO will allocate RM200mil to enable its 1.4 million members to undertake free health screening in Government hospitals or SOCSO's panel clinics to detect non-communicable diseases.

*To further boost the production and utilisation of green technology-based products, the fund for GTFS will be increased by RM2bil and the application period will be extended for another three years ending Dec 31, 2015.

*The Government has provided a launching grant of RM14mil to National Legal Aid Foundation for those who cannot afford legal representation. For 2013, an additional allocation of RM20mil is provided.

*Efforts to further reduce the crime rate will continue to be enhanced, with an allocation of RM591mil in 2013

*The Government will continue to ensure the rakyat enjoys good health services. For 2013, the Government will allocate RM19.3bil for operating expenditure and development expenditure.

*A total of 500 women will be trained as board members under the Women Directors' Programme

*The Single Mothers Skills Incubator Programme (I-KIT) will be improved to provide advisory services and training for single mothers in entrepreneurship

*The 1Malaysia Welfare Programme (KAR1SMA) under the Ministry of Women, Family and Community Development will be allocated RM1.2bil comprising assistance programmes for senior citizens, children and disabled workers as well as for chronic illnesses.

*To assist young ICT entrepreneurs, a New Entrepreneur Foundation (NEF) will be established with an initial allocation of RM50mil. The NEF will be the platform to provide training and guidance programmes.

*In addition, a Young Entrepreneurs Fund will be established with an allocation of RM50mil by the SME Bank. The soft loans, aimed at youths aged 30 and below, offers a 2% interest rate subsidy for loans up to RM100,000 with a 7-year repayment period.

*Through the Youth Communication Package, a one-off rebate of RM200 will be provided for the purchase of one unit of 3G smartphone from authorised dealers. The initiative is for youths aged between 21 to 30 years with a monthly income of RM3,000 and below. A sum of RM300mil is allocated benefiting 1.5 million youths.

*50% discount on KTM Komuter fares extended to all Malaysians with a monthly income of RM3,000 and below and who travel by KTM Komuter.

*Government will allocate RM1.9bil to build 123,000 affordable housing units in strategic locations in 2013. The initiative will be implemented by PR1MA, Syarikat Perumahan Nasional Berhad (SPNB) and Jabatan Perumahan Negara

*A total of RM500mil will be spent by PR1MA to build 80,000 houses in major locations nationwide with the selling price ranging between RM100,000 and RM400,000 per unit. Among the locations are Kuala Lumpur, Shah Alam, Johor Bahru, Seremban and Kuantan.

*PR1MA will provide the Housing Facilitation Fund totalling RM500mil to build houses in collaboration with private housing developers. The house prices under this programme will be 20% lower than the market price and distributed through an open balloting system.

*To enable more Malaysian own their first residential property, My First Home Scheme, which was launched under the previous Budget, will be improved by increasing the income limit for individual loans from RM3,000 to RM5,000 per month or joint loans of husband and wife of up to RM10,000 per month.

*In a bid to curb speculation, the Government proposes the real property gains tax (RPGT) from the disposal of properties made within a period not exceeding 2 years from the date of purchase will be taxed at the rate of between 15% and 10% of disposal of property within a period of 2 to 5 years. For property disposed after 5 years from the date of acquisition, RPGT is not applicable

*BR1M also expanded to singles making less than RM2000/month. But amount will be RM250.

*Subsidy on sugar to be cut by RM0.20 per kg, effective from Sept 29, 2012

*RM386mil to ensure the prices of essential goods in Sabah and Sarawak as well as in Labuan are sold at lower prices through the opening of 57 KR1M; and to bear the cost of delivering products from Peninsular Malaysia to Sabah, Sarawak and Labuan including the interior areas.

*Individual income tax rate to be reduced by 1 percentage point for each grouped annual income tax exceeding RM2,500 to RM50,000. The measure will remove 170,000 taxpayers from paying tax as well as provide savings on their tax payment.

*Government to give school bus operators assistance of a RM10,000 cash rebate and a 2% interest rate subsidy on full loans for the purchase of new buses to replace buses that have exceeded 25 years old with new 12 to 18-seater buses.

*To ease financial burden of parents, the Government proposes that the existing tax relief on the children's higher education amounting to RM4,000 per person be increased to RM6,000.

PTPTN loans: Incentive for repayment of full loan from Oct 1, 2012 until Sept 30, 2013, a discount of 20% will be given on their loan. Regular repayment gets a 10% discount.

*Felda will implement and complete new generation housing projects amounting to 20,000 units for a period of five years on 5,000 acres of land in Felda areas. The project will cost a sum of RM1.5bil

*The 1Malaysian Development Berhad Trust will allocate RM300mil to provide education grants and financial assistance to build rumah arau pre-school students in the interior of Sarawak, 1Malaysia Mobile Clinic and repair houses for the poor and needy

*One and a half months bonus for civil servants - of this total, half a month bonus was paid during the past Aidilfiltri, another half month bonus to be given end-of Dec 2012, and Jan 2013, respectively.

Still cannot catch up? Okay let me simplify it with a picture shall I? ^_^

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such a long entry isn't it peeps? But it is worth the time for these budget affecting our future whether you want to knows or not, it is still becomes the guidelines of how the upper reign our country, Malaysia. 

But, above all all of us have our own thought about the budget. 

Do you mind to share your thought here with us. Will be more than happy to read your comment and opinions. ^_^