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Aloo my great readers! Yes you, smile (don't be worry).

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Actually peeps, I really don't know how to start my entry today. My head like worry and don't know what to do! To begin with, I don't have any class since Tuesday except in Friday (I skipped it). For all of the days, I just spent it at home. Nothing to do, do nothing, yet not enjoying the holidays. Yeah, it was because of this something like uncertain-feeling. From Tuesday till yesterday, I couldn't even take a nice nap because of these problems, I mean are a real big problems I have in my on-going experiment/FYP2. I don't know what to do, yet I must do and finish it before the dateline. I need to prepare 30 samples and proceed with the observation of adsorption of heavy metal in my final products. Told you, 30 samples means 30 final products. First of all, I need furnace. Yes, the oven-like instrument. But furnace used to burn something with higher temperature to hundreds degree celcius while the oven used for drying process below 100 degree celcius. I cannot proceed any further without the furnace to begin with, but what to say, all of the furnaces was already booked by the others students. Oh no, how come in earth I forgot to book the furnace earlier. I keep on thinking of how could I solve these problems. Not only the furnace, I need teflon bottle (30bottles) and plus, the lab assistants were like chipsmore-person. It was really really and really hard to meet him. Some of my friends had had waited for 3  days before finally met him just to borrow something. To be honest, I never meet him for that borrowing-procedure kind of thing, I just took any apparatus of any lab (but, even though I just borrowed it without permission, at least I returned it back in good conditions). I don't have time to wait for mr.chipsmore. 

But, the problem here can't be solved by 'borrowing without permission'. We cannot borrow the furnace, not only because of its huge design, the furnace also strictly unmovable by any students without official permission. Plus, it is not easy to get that kind of letter. So complicated! I do asked the head of laboratory supervisor, mr.Sani, if by any chance I could use the furnace in the weekend. He said, can if you want, but the problems is, the whole lab might be used by Master's students every weekend, which in conclusion undergraduate students can't use it. 

"Furnace owh Furnace~let me use you to burn 500gram X 5 temperatures"

I felt so stressed! And this stress-thing lead me to eat a lot of foods. Yep, I really enjoyed my foods, any kind of foods (normal foods!). I need the foods to covered and neutralize my stressed mind ( please ignore the chemistry-like words, for I am chemistry student anyway ). Foods were like a good friend of mine whenever distressed or happy. No argue, I love foods anyway. Okay, stop bout the foods, let us continue with this uncertain-feeling I have now. I am really envy ( a lot! ) the other friends of mine which on-their-track of experiment now, but me. OMG, what should I do. Am I the only student haven't start any of the second phase of experiment? Did me friends finished theirs? I don't know. For some of them, at least, managed to booked the furnace not like me. OMG!! I couldn't sleep well thinking of all these problems. Yet, I can't stay like this forever. So peeps, don't be like this person (me). Do your best!! As I am doing my very best to control my feeling, and just looking forward on doing my experiment, on my way and on my own time. Huh, thanks for the words I'd read in facebook status, it was somehow relieved my knotted-mind. See it below? naaa, read it and feels it in your/our everyday bitter+sour experiences. Thumbs up for those who doing great in their life. Chayo3!!peeps. Daaaa

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