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Aloo my great readers! Yes you, smile (don't be worry).

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Actually peeps, I really don't know how to start my entry today. My head like worry and don't know what to do! To begin with, I don't have any class since Tuesday except in Friday (I skipped it). For all of the days, I just spent it at home. Nothing to do, do nothing, yet not enjoying the holidays. Yeah, it was because of this something like uncertain-feeling. From Tuesday till yesterday, I couldn't even take a nice nap because of these problems, I mean are a real big problems I have in my on-going experiment/FYP2. I don't know what to do, yet I must do and finish it before the dateline. I need to prepare 30 samples and proceed with the observation of adsorption of heavy metal in my final products. Told you, 30 samples means 30 final products. First of all, I need furnace. Yes, the oven-like instrument. But furnace used to burn something with higher temperature to hundreds degree celcius while the oven used for drying process below 100 degree celcius. I cannot proceed any further without the furnace to begin with, but what to say, all of the furnaces was already booked by the others students. Oh no, how come in earth I forgot to book the furnace earlier. I keep on thinking of how could I solve these problems. Not only the furnace, I need teflon bottle (30bottles) and plus, the lab assistants were like chipsmore-person. It was really really and really hard to meet him. Some of my friends had had waited for 3  days before finally met him just to borrow something. To be honest, I never meet him for that borrowing-procedure kind of thing, I just took any apparatus of any lab (but, even though I just borrowed it without permission, at least I returned it back in good conditions). I don't have time to wait for mr.chipsmore. 

But, the problem here can't be solved by 'borrowing without permission'. We cannot borrow the furnace, not only because of its huge design, the furnace also strictly unmovable by any students without official permission. Plus, it is not easy to get that kind of letter. So complicated! I do asked the head of laboratory supervisor, mr.Sani, if by any chance I could use the furnace in the weekend. He said, can if you want, but the problems is, the whole lab might be used by Master's students every weekend, which in conclusion undergraduate students can't use it. 

"Furnace owh Furnace~let me use you to burn 500gram X 5 temperatures"

I felt so stressed! And this stress-thing lead me to eat a lot of foods. Yep, I really enjoyed my foods, any kind of foods (normal foods!). I need the foods to covered and neutralize my stressed mind ( please ignore the chemistry-like words, for I am chemistry student anyway ). Foods were like a good friend of mine whenever distressed or happy. No argue, I love foods anyway. Okay, stop bout the foods, let us continue with this uncertain-feeling I have now. I am really envy ( a lot! ) the other friends of mine which on-their-track of experiment now, but me. OMG, what should I do. Am I the only student haven't start any of the second phase of experiment? Did me friends finished theirs? I don't know. For some of them, at least, managed to booked the furnace not like me. OMG!! I couldn't sleep well thinking of all these problems. Yet, I can't stay like this forever. So peeps, don't be like this person (me). Do your best!! As I am doing my very best to control my feeling, and just looking forward on doing my experiment, on my way and on my own time. Huh, thanks for the words I'd read in facebook status, it was somehow relieved my knotted-mind. See it below? naaa, read it and feels it in your/our everyday bitter+sour experiences. Thumbs up for those who doing great in their life. Chayo3!!peeps. Daaaa

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New Last Semester Officially Started

You!!Alohaaa, thanks for visiting my blog. :)

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Yep, as the title above, today's entry will talks about my "hot&spicy" new term in UMS. 

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Holidays came to an end and the new term was officially began today. FYI, I just registered and confirmed it today. Why? erm nothing else other than my ownself, so called 'CARELESS'. I forgot to do the pre-registration just before the end of last term's exams. Then, I missed the registration&confirmation for 3rd year students last Saturday. Hurm peeps, 'these' attitudes is a very big NO-NO to do, okay. Thankfully,I managed to done it at last. 

Actually, I'd been here since February 15, 2012 in purpose to continue my Final Year Project (FYP)'s on going experiments. However, due to "water crisis" happened here last week (read my earlier entry, click HERE ), I just went to laboratory only in Friday. The 'water crisis' were still occurs at the moment but thankfully, isn't the worst situation anymore. 

Peeps, I don't know what will coming in this term. As everyone knows, last semester will always be the worst term ever occurs in student-life ( I guess ). Today, we'd started the first chapter of the fist subject lecture known as "Principle and Technology of Biochemical Processes". Only 40% over roughly 70persons that attended this lecture. Yeah, the others still with their sweet holidays! First week of lectures shouldn't be taken for granted as usually the lecturer will explain about the Student Learning Time (SLT) of the courses and how the classes will be done. Don't do that ( I'd done it before, 3rd term ) huhu. 

The subjects I registered for this term are:

Project 2 (FYP)

Industrial Training

Chemistry and Technology of Polymer

Environmental Technology for Industries

Principle and Technology of Biochemical Processes

Petrochemical Catalysts and Catalysis

And because of the sudden change of IPTA's schedules by our great government, this term will occur in short term. The shorter ever! Sorry guys, the above entry seems like "DISLIKE" of new term, but that's my feeling right now. However, I still got my positive thought about this short term. I love it because it will last earlier, and I can do my Industrial Training, finally Graduating this end of year. ( In Jesus Name, I prayed. Amen ). Yeah, I need to do it much better! This day onwards, I must try my best to improve my pointer and finish my FYP wholeheartedly. 

Peeps! 

Let thumbs-up together for our new term!! :)

Horrayyyy...

"new TERM, new TARGET, & new HEART"

( <3 I'm Loving it <3 )

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WELCOME BACK TO SCHOOL PEEPS!!!! :)
daaaa

Yesterday, Today, & Tomorrow

holllaa peeps! 

Howdy?

After 3weeks holidays, it is now came to an end. Yes, the end of sweet home holidays and the new beginning of final year/final sem in UMS. "BLURRED"~the best word described myself right now. But, I guess 99% you out there absolutely the same as me when the school holiday ended. So, whatever it is, I think to just go on is the best way to face it. 

So, how's your holidays? Is it? Yeah, that was our holidays' memories. As for me, nothing much happened but, as the little things happened, I'd lived it a lot. Peeps, you might know how am I for the first week of holiday (read my previous entry). 

"No Mood for Holidays!"

 It's took 1 weeks for me to decided before finally I managed to packed my things to back home ( as my mum keeps on calling ). As for the first week of my holiday, the PMM (Persekutuan muda mudi) in my hometown asked me to be the worship leader for our very first 2012 activity called "Pesta Pujian" conducted in the following weekend. To shorten it, we just had 4 times practices before the night. Thank God, everything goes smoothly as His will (amen) and I was blessed, and I hope the others also. I can't upload the pictures since I don't have camera, my great xperia hp went wrong, and the new one vivaz hp attacked by viruses. Poor me. But, I managed to gave my all on that night, and I will forever remember it and stored it in this little brain of mine, and I guess~that's all right then.

Then, our Youth Society of SIBNwg also went out for outdoor activity at Poring Hot Spring on February 2, 2012. It was succeed to the end, with 47 members of Youth Society of SIBNwg had been involved. Even though the weather wasn't good, bad~raining since a day before continued to the next day~, there are only six activities can be done but, the weather simply couldn't stop us. Instead, our activities went smoothly for the whole of the day. 

830am~ home to Poring Hot Spring

900am~ Opening with pray and Sharing of God's words by Pta.Taipoi Kopit

1030am~ Games begun ( A lot of games! ).

130pm~ Lunch together ( Everyone shared their foods ).

200pm~Individual activities ( But still, swimming/running/chit-chatting/played together! I guess that was a good point of why we should conduct such activity since it was a very rare time to have the same holidays with everyone haha ).

330pm~Home time. Tired but closed with pleasure feeling.

And then on the very memorable time, 12.02.12, I became the worship leader again at my church on the same day of my birthday. Thanks God, even though at nearly the end, technical problems occurred, but still the Sunday Service end smoothly. For the evening, my bf home for my birthday, along with his little birthday surprise~ birthday party. He bought so many foods, and all of us had enjoyed it to the fullest. Sadly, no birthday cake. Btw, still thanks to him, my family and who ever had wished me. May God bless you as me. 

And, yesterday. Supposed to be the Valentine day, but it turn out badly as the weather wasn't turn out really well for me as both of us busied with packing the things to our luggage. Me, back to UMS and him, time to work. Again, separated by the ocean, I was back and stayed at my hostel and him at the ocean near Johor. I don't know their departing time. So, that is it for my valentine day story. well done peeps!thanks.

As for today, I had cleaned 70% of the hostel and finally got some time to have a look to my final year project. OMG stand for Oh My God, I still haven't finish any step in my laboratory works. Oh gosh, and the due date is just around the corner, I need to finish and prepare my 5 samples of raw materials and hand it to my senior~the master student~to be analyzed using ICP-OES on February 27, 2012. 1sample take times approximately 2days to be done. Wish me luck peeps!

Tomorrow, I need to go to UMS, to continue the unfinished sample. I need to wake up early tomorrow. ( It was hard you know, the 3 weeks had changed my biological clock of 630am to1130am! ). I need to sleep early, I guess. So, to wake up early, I need to sleep early, then done everything early, thus stop blogging now. That's it! 

Fullstop for today. Thanks for reading my entry peeps. bye will be the end. BYE   

Nervous? Yes, I do.

morning again peeps!

It is almost 6 am but, I still haven't sleep yet.

Yes, if you have had read my entries posted before, 

click HERE HERE HERE and HERE,

you might knows the reasons of my can't sleep problem.

For the December's tasks I'd listed in my previous entry, click HERE, 

I've done all of it, except one~ THE VIVA PRESENTATION!

it is a must do type of presentation, to explain about our final year project 1 

examined by three examiners. 

mine: I got Dr. How Siew Eng, Prof. Dr. Markus Jopony & Dr. Rubia Idris 

( if you mind to know, Lolz! But these person were very very respectable, strict person & aka DR.KIA stand for know it all! )

Everyone says, " The bullets was ready for you".

 OMG. I am 'nervous'ing myself since then. 

FYI, my slot is tomorrow at 11.10am till 11.30am, 

the last person presenting in our very first slot.

December 14, 2011

& above all, I still haven't finish yet my powerpoint slides!

I don't know the "what" my greatest examiners want for me, nor what I "want" for my presentation!

everything blurred!

To simplify it: I was so damned Nervous!! 

 I don't know what will happen tomorrow,

but no matter the ups and downs,

I must try it first. ( so you are )

JUST DO IT ( I thought ) 

& face the examiner with your own confidence ( especially for myself lol).

morning again peeps. Will update later about my presentation. 

p/s: I don't know you opinion when you read this, my problems, because some quotes marked that

Never tell your problems to anyone...20% don't care and the other 80% are glad you have them.

- Lou Holtz

But, I still wanna share it with you! :)

December for a final year student in Uni?

hi hi hi.. aloo there, how do you do? Suddenly I feel like missing this lil simple blog of mine, so here I am to write few things that came 'hunting/pushing' me lately. As mentioned in the title above, I want to share with you about the very very super duper 'means' of december for a final year student in Uni, I do not know how to start, where to begin with but, let me remind you again about my schedule for this december:

December 2nd, 2011 : 1. Hand in my 'great pusher' -FYP aka Final Year Project 1 draft to our supervisor
                                   2. Hand in our Industrial Organic Chemistry Process Fieldtrip report (as I told you
                                      in my others entry, our 3 days 2 nights in Labuan).
December 5th,  2011 : 1. Presentation for Industrial Organic Chemistry Process Assignment
                                   2. Test 2 for Applied Physical Chemistry.
December 6th, 2011 : 1. a day-Fieldtrip to Pusat Penyelidikan Pertanian Tuaran. ( later I share with you ).
                                  2. Hand in our finalFYP 1 before 430pm ( Done with 400m sprint-FYI, I used to be 
                                   an athlete in "primary school" XD ).
December 8th, 2011 : Person in charge for our Campaign of Pesticide free day ( As I already mentioned it
                                   in one of my entries before).
December 9th, 2011 : Midterm Exam for Industrial Organic Chemistry Process ( Unknown title aka no hints
                                   about the types/title/part of questions might come out!!).
December 12th, 2011: Midterm Exam  for Industrial Inorganic Chemistry Process. (Thank God, He told us
                                   the titles, not sure "what" but at least he told us "which").
December 12th, 2011: My hubby bear home after 2months!! :) but still, I do not have time yet for that sob
                                    sob sob :(
December 13-14th, 2011: Pre-presentation for our VIVA (Presentation of our FYP 1).
December 15-16th, 2011 : VIVA DAY!!!! OMG It was an open
                                         presentation about our FYP, and not to forget, it is a fact that many student had
                                         been "CRIED" a lot while in their VIVA. (OMG, I cannot afford to fail this
                                         course, I really need it to goes well, pretty bad! wish me luck k).
December 21st, 2011: Hand in  Industrial Organic Chemistry Process Assignment.
December 24th: starts my Laboratory works for FYP 2..
January 3rd, 2012 : Final Exam!!

As for December 25th, this year. I do not really believe that I can enjoy it as much as the years before, but I still have and always will have "Christmas" in my heart. I might do not have time for Christmas Eve, but remembering and knows the real meaning of Christmas Eve is more important after all.

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mentioned above, the part of Done with 400m sprint,

I actually done it from the UMS's outside bus stop near the traffic light 

till SST (School of Science & Technology) Pejabat Am2.

It is nearly 410pm when I started run from my house in UA2, 

but it turn bad when there is no a single bus for me to go to UMS.

I called my friend, but she was also still in the middle of "doing" her FYP, 

so, no choice, I need to wait for the bus. 

I prayed a lot indeed.

Miracle, City Bus arrived at 4.19pm and I went on with it,

but (again), that bus have been stopped like 6 times all along the way! Grrrrr

almost 4.28pm, I arrived at the outside bus stop then started my 400m sprint (FYI, there are so many people in that bus stop keep stared at me), I felt like a little-messy-improper student with my home sandal+"panda's" eyes+M-size tshirt, but at such moment, 

I put it aside and keep on running running and running.
ps: the truth is, the other friends of mine already done the 400m sprint right before me XD

EXHAUSTED!!

I ran to SST Printing/Copying service room and binding my three copies of FYP 1.

and then, continue my sprint to the third floor where the office located 

and gave my FYP to the officer with a make-real-sorry-face asking for a "chance".

Thanks God, my FYP accepted and was stamped as 'send on time'.

FYI, some of my course-mates that failed to hand in the FYP on time 

because of silly mistake such as 'wrong margin' (the format went wrong when printed out).

OMG, mine also have few unfinished and un-attached pieces of writing + doubled page nuumber

but my ex-Kimia Industries Head of Programme told me that just let it be, it might only deducting me few marks compared to late hand in. Plus, just start preparing n be ready for our coming VIVA.

huh, The VIVA- this coming December 15th to 16th.

Seems like, the December was full with a hectic schedule for me.

p/s : I guess, thats all for this entry, will continue it whenever I have sometime to do so... Thanks for your prays, Merry Chrismtas (for non-muslim) and happy new year in advance..:) 

     

December will never be the same anymore!

Curious? Yeah? I don't know exactly why I'd choose this title for my early morning entry. Wanna know more, read the rest. No harm though lolz.

I just finished taking my shower! And more than anyone, I know it was sound so crazy for having a bath in this pretty early morning, seldomly but, I guess for today I will make some new history for my own self though. I just took like a 15minutes sleep last evening, to regain back my enthusiasm, passion and refilled my drained energy for a night of thesis-marathon. The reason for my cannot-sleep-feeling. After went through the night, I'd finally finished 80% of my thesis. You might say like what-is-the-big-deal but, for me 80% is great, no more no less (for this moment).

Such a mess isn't? But, this is the thing that accompanied me all
through the thesis-night marathon.

opssss..the dark sky went off! A new day started again.

Actually, I can have a little sleep as for a compliment for doing great in the thesis-night marathon but, somehow this little-brain of mine was full with so called nervous. Nervous to send my 80%-done thesis to my supervisor of final year project in this morning, around 10! dwell on this thing makes my heart beats increased over the top. Hope, this 2nd day of december will not dissappoint me, no shouting nor angry.      

Here, in UMS, the December will never be the same again. As for everybody, or other people are in their happy holiday mode plus the passion in Christmas celebration, me and supposedly including all of my course-mate are obligated a great bunch of works/assigmnent overhelm the excitement of december.

I was so extremely hope to be a resilient person. Stronger enough and braver enough to do all the tasks. Yes, for me myself, THE DECEMBER WILL NEVER BE THE SAME ANY MORE.

Poster For our Campaign of "Pesticide-Free Day"

Alohaa!!
A quick update.

I never been like this before. Stressed and feels like run out of energy, exhausted and sometime thinking like what-is-that in every tasks I am doing. But somehow, me and my great partners Esther and Nabilla managed to finish our task given by our good-but-strict-lecturer, Dr.Noumie, our great lecturer in Pesticide and Residue course. A poster for our Campaign of pesticide-free day which will be conducted next week at SST(School of Science & Technology, UMS),  SST foyer.

Opzz.. The picture shown above wasn't our actual poster. No. hehe

But that is the main picture for the background of our poster. Me, Esther and Nabila haneem don't have any kind of cutter tool software to cut the picture. I tried to used my 3years-ago-software of PS, which I took/copy/stole while I am undertaking my Matriculation session in LMC(Labuan Matriculation College). The software was so damned disappointing me. FILES CORRUPTED! OMG, at first I have no idea how to do our poster but the due-date is around the corner and we just don't have enough time to be wasted with nothing-to-do. So, feeling like do-or-die, finally we manage to finish our very very simple poster using photoscape software + Microsoft Office Publisher.

I knows, you might give me the LOL-words with the great mocking tone,

but I still and will always been proud for our own effort!

so, please take your way out from my pages if you don't mind.

OK, here here and here. Let me continue to the steps of how we do our poster. 

Firstly, we sketch roughly the poster-to-be-arrangement. I mean, how our poster-to-be will looks like. 

Secondly, we search@google the pictures and choose the best picture that will be used for our background.

Third, we edit the picture using photoscape (better using the PS, if you know how to use it) but for non-pro person like us, we prefer to use the photoscape instead of Adobe Photoshop (the truth: we don't have one haha).

Fourth, we combine it also using the photoscape software. hahaha, all done by photoscpae. Thanks to the photoscape inventor haha.

Fifth, we put the picture as the background in A3 size of microsoft office publisher 2007 (doesn't matter which year of software).

Sixth, we search for well-known-related quotes about the poster and put it in our poster.

Finally, we "save as" the poster and change the format of file-saved, to JPEG and publisher file.

POSTER READY TO PRINT

wanna see our final poster? see below

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I guess, I need to put an end for now, still got many things to do. Well, you will know it when you became one of us, the final year student in Uni. But, as my status stated "Thesis fever, blogging forever". I'll always post entry no matter how long how short the entry will be. I love blogging, and nahhhh here I am again, pot pet with unnecessary words hehe. So, the fullstop will be here, daaaa..:)  

FINAL YEAR PROJECT WRITTEN IN BAHASA

Ni kali lah, tahun akhir yang sangat sibuk! if sem-sem lepas boleh copy cat, sem ni mmg tak bole dah. Dahlah dlm thesis tu byk chapter, scientific words tu jgn kiralah... Berbaloi-baloi... buat masa ni, memang my situations/conditions and segala 'xion2' tu adalah sangat men'tension'kan. Kalah-kalah orang yang tengah bercinta, kemaruk besinta. Bak kata orang bilang, tidur tak kenyang, mandi tak lena, makan tak basah. OPSSS salah kah tu?? arghh tak kisah lah, my feeling now seumpama itu lah. 

my question now, MACAM MANA NAK TRANSLATE??

Bukan senang nak translate bila semua materials in BI, dahlah google translate useless dalam hal ini, kamus bi-bm pun not really helps. Ya lah, kan kamus tu tak provide translate of scientific words. huh... ada siap-siapa tak punya idea, how to solve my problems?

should I buy the science dictionary? Tapi bukan semua scientific words ada kan. BUNTU lagi. 

apa-apa pun, kena berusaha juga ni. Kerana mu Malaysia, sy sedia berkhidmat untuk negara. cheh! hahaha..

No other choice bha kan, memang kena translate juga in order to finish my thesis. Kalau nda buat, alamatnya memang tak grade lah saya next year. To my dear readers, korang ada idea kah nak selesaikan masalah sy?