Awkward Moment

Holla peeps!! Howdy??

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Don't know what to say. Speechless. Really. Just now, I talked with my friend about the news. News 2000pm just now, talking about Malaysia's Flag. She talked big about the news and I felt interested to know more about it so I just asked her, "why?". And guess what, she replied me "why you ask me, ask the news". Felling dumb a bit. What is wrong with that woman peeps. She talked big before about that, so I just ask her because I thought she knows something more about it. OMG. A very awkwark moment!!

1. I cannot ask the news. ( That is a fact!).

2. Don't show off if you didn't know about it. (You look more stupid than before!)

In conclusion, please don't give stupid answer if the situation weren't suitable okay peeps?

bye.

~U*N*C*E*R*T*A*I*N~

Aloo my great readers! Yes you, smile (don't be worry).

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Actually peeps, I really don't know how to start my entry today. My head like worry and don't know what to do! To begin with, I don't have any class since Tuesday except in Friday (I skipped it). For all of the days, I just spent it at home. Nothing to do, do nothing, yet not enjoying the holidays. Yeah, it was because of this something like uncertain-feeling. From Tuesday till yesterday, I couldn't even take a nice nap because of these problems, I mean are a real big problems I have in my on-going experiment/FYP2. I don't know what to do, yet I must do and finish it before the dateline. I need to prepare 30 samples and proceed with the observation of adsorption of heavy metal in my final products. Told you, 30 samples means 30 final products. First of all, I need furnace. Yes, the oven-like instrument. But furnace used to burn something with higher temperature to hundreds degree celcius while the oven used for drying process below 100 degree celcius. I cannot proceed any further without the furnace to begin with, but what to say, all of the furnaces was already booked by the others students. Oh no, how come in earth I forgot to book the furnace earlier. I keep on thinking of how could I solve these problems. Not only the furnace, I need teflon bottle (30bottles) and plus, the lab assistants were like chipsmore-person. It was really really and really hard to meet him. Some of my friends had had waited for 3  days before finally met him just to borrow something. To be honest, I never meet him for that borrowing-procedure kind of thing, I just took any apparatus of any lab (but, even though I just borrowed it without permission, at least I returned it back in good conditions). I don't have time to wait for mr.chipsmore. 

But, the problem here can't be solved by 'borrowing without permission'. We cannot borrow the furnace, not only because of its huge design, the furnace also strictly unmovable by any students without official permission. Plus, it is not easy to get that kind of letter. So complicated! I do asked the head of laboratory supervisor, mr.Sani, if by any chance I could use the furnace in the weekend. He said, can if you want, but the problems is, the whole lab might be used by Master's students every weekend, which in conclusion undergraduate students can't use it. 

"Furnace owh Furnace~let me use you to burn 500gram X 5 temperatures"

I felt so stressed! And this stress-thing lead me to eat a lot of foods. Yep, I really enjoyed my foods, any kind of foods (normal foods!). I need the foods to covered and neutralize my stressed mind ( please ignore the chemistry-like words, for I am chemistry student anyway ). Foods were like a good friend of mine whenever distressed or happy. No argue, I love foods anyway. Okay, stop bout the foods, let us continue with this uncertain-feeling I have now. I am really envy ( a lot! ) the other friends of mine which on-their-track of experiment now, but me. OMG, what should I do. Am I the only student haven't start any of the second phase of experiment? Did me friends finished theirs? I don't know. For some of them, at least, managed to booked the furnace not like me. OMG!! I couldn't sleep well thinking of all these problems. Yet, I can't stay like this forever. So peeps, don't be like this person (me). Do your best!! As I am doing my very best to control my feeling, and just looking forward on doing my experiment, on my way and on my own time. Huh, thanks for the words I'd read in facebook status, it was somehow relieved my knotted-mind. See it below? naaa, read it and feels it in your/our everyday bitter+sour experiences. Thumbs up for those who doing great in their life. Chayo3!!peeps. Daaaa

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Holiday at Lok Kawi Wildlife Park

hollla guys!!

*this entry was the second part of my weekend holiday after went to Perdana Park (click HERE ).

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Here we are, Lok Kawi Wildlife Park. To know more about this park, just click HERE

Above is the first scene I saw after we parked our car at the parking lot. Quiet nice, and I love the stones of bird, mongkey, rhinos, elephant and etc. Isn't it nice peeps? Haha, I never go there before, so the chance of going there is a pleasure for me to release my tension at UMS. Btw, it was still a visit-in turn for my belated birthday! The entrance were just only approximately 100meters behind me. See the pictures below hahaha.

Candid Pic taken by my niece. ShhhHh..

The "almost"-ready one... =)

I love looking the surrounding! Enjoyed the green nature (FYI~I am a green+pink lover anyway). The bird singing & flying freely, warm welcoming from the workers and joyful journey inside the park and many more caught my heart. 

my niece! don't be shock if I told you, we shared the same year of born.

Some of the info can be found at the entrance wall

the route map of the park.

my sis + afif & afiq + uda 

my little nephew, Afiq.

 So many pictures isn't? pic is the best way to captured & pause the moment we love/care/appreciate. Even the unlikely-unwanted moment when captured will still be the precious "momento" later then. A thing that when we looks back later will bring back our forgotten memories. Below are few from bundle pictures taken there. See below? I was so excited seeing the "Beruang Dahan"~cute! But, FYI~this cage were only a temporary place because of something-reason I didn't heard when the worker explained that evening.  

kawae tiger. seems lonely, even though so many tourists comes  here everday.

PEACOCK! The first time ever I watched but
not lucky enough to see this bird spread the "tails"

Deer! Flashback the history of how Malacca got it name..(if not mistaken)

Just after watching the deer, we saw the "Lok Kawi Wildlife Park Cafe"~the food price are quiet expensive but since my nephew-Afif asked his father for a tin of milo (milo fan I guess ). So, we'd stopped there bought the milo (same goes with us then). See above pic?

How about above pic then? I forgot what it's called back then. Old folks called them as "Payau" if  not mistaken haha. Well, Sabahan was rich with names though. And for the elephants, I never imagine before if the elephants are tender-species. But beware, DON'T TOUCH THEIR FEACES for they will attack you! (They say haha)

What shocked me the most is when suddenly the elephants lined up together and moving back and forth while rocking their long noses side to side. What unexpected moment I watched! See the pic below? Amazing isn't it.

Poorly, I was unable to retrieve the other pics from my bro-in-law. If not, I would like to upload the pic of me+tiger ( the moment I mentioned before~the adrenalin activator ). Last but not least, this is a place I'd like to recommend for 'you'+partner or + family-outing time. This place surely will not let you down. RM10 is more than suitable price at least. So then, this entry will end here today for "I am" in the middle of works in laboratory~"doing" my experiments. Bye peeps!

New Last Semester Officially Started

You!!Alohaaa, thanks for visiting my blog. :)

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Yep, as the title above, today's entry will talks about my "hot&spicy" new term in UMS. 

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Holidays came to an end and the new term was officially began today. FYI, I just registered and confirmed it today. Why? erm nothing else other than my ownself, so called 'CARELESS'. I forgot to do the pre-registration just before the end of last term's exams. Then, I missed the registration&confirmation for 3rd year students last Saturday. Hurm peeps, 'these' attitudes is a very big NO-NO to do, okay. Thankfully,I managed to done it at last. 

Actually, I'd been here since February 15, 2012 in purpose to continue my Final Year Project (FYP)'s on going experiments. However, due to "water crisis" happened here last week (read my earlier entry, click HERE ), I just went to laboratory only in Friday. The 'water crisis' were still occurs at the moment but thankfully, isn't the worst situation anymore. 

Peeps, I don't know what will coming in this term. As everyone knows, last semester will always be the worst term ever occurs in student-life ( I guess ). Today, we'd started the first chapter of the fist subject lecture known as "Principle and Technology of Biochemical Processes". Only 40% over roughly 70persons that attended this lecture. Yeah, the others still with their sweet holidays! First week of lectures shouldn't be taken for granted as usually the lecturer will explain about the Student Learning Time (SLT) of the courses and how the classes will be done. Don't do that ( I'd done it before, 3rd term ) huhu. 

The subjects I registered for this term are:

Project 2 (FYP)

Industrial Training

Chemistry and Technology of Polymer

Environmental Technology for Industries

Principle and Technology of Biochemical Processes

Petrochemical Catalysts and Catalysis

And because of the sudden change of IPTA's schedules by our great government, this term will occur in short term. The shorter ever! Sorry guys, the above entry seems like "DISLIKE" of new term, but that's my feeling right now. However, I still got my positive thought about this short term. I love it because it will last earlier, and I can do my Industrial Training, finally Graduating this end of year. ( In Jesus Name, I prayed. Amen ). Yeah, I need to do it much better! This day onwards, I must try my best to improve my pointer and finish my FYP wholeheartedly. 

Peeps! 

Let thumbs-up together for our new term!! :)

Horrayyyy...

"new TERM, new TARGET, & new HEART"

( <3 I'm Loving it <3 )

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WELCOME BACK TO SCHOOL PEEPS!!!! :)
daaaa

Exam Result ~> Tomorrow!

Peeps!!!

Is Coming To "town"...Tomorrow!!

February 17, 2012

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& of course

( well, everybody would feels the same, isn't )

I am really nervous right now, can't sleep, can't stop checking the SMP.UMS several times.

Wish me luck time time, again, peeps. Thanks in advanced =)

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Sometime, I felts

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Somehow I managed to control myself

& positively looking forward despite whole the bunch of problems 

keeps on coming blocking my way.

"Think Positive"

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Whatever result I might get, I gives my Thanks to my God for everything has it own Plan,

and as I'd gave and done the best I can.

My Mum used to say, 

"It is okay to fail sometime, as long as you've done the best'est"

So here I am, giving all of my worries into HIS hand.

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Thanks God for yesterday, tonight, and let everything goes as Your will tomorrow.

( my pray hehe).

I think, thats all for this time around. Have a nice sleep/nap k!

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Bye

A Day Without Water

Peeps!!!uwahhh

I can't live normally without water.

I can't do anything!

*shower*

*toiltet*

*Kitchen*

*laundry*

NOTHING!

I don't know what to do. I can move at all, no water for drink also.
I can't go out, thus, I can't go to my 'lovely' laboratory. 

Means: Stuck at home, no fyp done.

I can't imagine to live another day without water. 

Peeps, if me and you can't afford to live a moment without water,

then how about the other people ie African, and the third countries with water problems??

How can ignorance people keeps on wasting water,

using the water like no tomorrow?

It wasn't me! No!

I am Green Earth member.

I always try my best to reduce the water usage, plastics and reuse both side paper.

I do switch off unnecessary use of current,

and I care about my laptop and handphone batteries, 

which in turn can reduce the continuous usage of current.

"A day without water"

Can you imagine if you live with the phrase of

"DAYS wthout water"

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Once and for all, let us together keep and take good care to our Mother Earth.

As was once said, " You will harvest what you've plant"

Please don't harvest the worst fruits peeps!

Because, it wasn't you alone who will eat the fruits.

All for one, one for all.

Ohhhh...I need to find water, I was so damn thirsty.

I guess, leaving this home and go to my niece's house would be the solution for my problem 

since the Pusat Perumahan of UMS said the owner still haven't paid yet the water bill.

Yups, I will go out!! yeah of course. I need to find water.

But first, the water must find me haha 

(which means, my niece must send water for me to wash my face and brushing at least..) worse..worst..worsen..

bye.

Yesterday, Today, & Tomorrow

holllaa peeps! 

Howdy?

After 3weeks holidays, it is now came to an end. Yes, the end of sweet home holidays and the new beginning of final year/final sem in UMS. "BLURRED"~the best word described myself right now. But, I guess 99% you out there absolutely the same as me when the school holiday ended. So, whatever it is, I think to just go on is the best way to face it. 

So, how's your holidays? Is it? Yeah, that was our holidays' memories. As for me, nothing much happened but, as the little things happened, I'd lived it a lot. Peeps, you might know how am I for the first week of holiday (read my previous entry). 

"No Mood for Holidays!"

 It's took 1 weeks for me to decided before finally I managed to packed my things to back home ( as my mum keeps on calling ). As for the first week of my holiday, the PMM (Persekutuan muda mudi) in my hometown asked me to be the worship leader for our very first 2012 activity called "Pesta Pujian" conducted in the following weekend. To shorten it, we just had 4 times practices before the night. Thank God, everything goes smoothly as His will (amen) and I was blessed, and I hope the others also. I can't upload the pictures since I don't have camera, my great xperia hp went wrong, and the new one vivaz hp attacked by viruses. Poor me. But, I managed to gave my all on that night, and I will forever remember it and stored it in this little brain of mine, and I guess~that's all right then.

Then, our Youth Society of SIBNwg also went out for outdoor activity at Poring Hot Spring on February 2, 2012. It was succeed to the end, with 47 members of Youth Society of SIBNwg had been involved. Even though the weather wasn't good, bad~raining since a day before continued to the next day~, there are only six activities can be done but, the weather simply couldn't stop us. Instead, our activities went smoothly for the whole of the day. 

830am~ home to Poring Hot Spring

900am~ Opening with pray and Sharing of God's words by Pta.Taipoi Kopit

1030am~ Games begun ( A lot of games! ).

130pm~ Lunch together ( Everyone shared their foods ).

200pm~Individual activities ( But still, swimming/running/chit-chatting/played together! I guess that was a good point of why we should conduct such activity since it was a very rare time to have the same holidays with everyone haha ).

330pm~Home time. Tired but closed with pleasure feeling.

And then on the very memorable time, 12.02.12, I became the worship leader again at my church on the same day of my birthday. Thanks God, even though at nearly the end, technical problems occurred, but still the Sunday Service end smoothly. For the evening, my bf home for my birthday, along with his little birthday surprise~ birthday party. He bought so many foods, and all of us had enjoyed it to the fullest. Sadly, no birthday cake. Btw, still thanks to him, my family and who ever had wished me. May God bless you as me. 

And, yesterday. Supposed to be the Valentine day, but it turn out badly as the weather wasn't turn out really well for me as both of us busied with packing the things to our luggage. Me, back to UMS and him, time to work. Again, separated by the ocean, I was back and stayed at my hostel and him at the ocean near Johor. I don't know their departing time. So, that is it for my valentine day story. well done peeps!thanks.

As for today, I had cleaned 70% of the hostel and finally got some time to have a look to my final year project. OMG stand for Oh My God, I still haven't finish any step in my laboratory works. Oh gosh, and the due date is just around the corner, I need to finish and prepare my 5 samples of raw materials and hand it to my senior~the master student~to be analyzed using ICP-OES on February 27, 2012. 1sample take times approximately 2days to be done. Wish me luck peeps!

Tomorrow, I need to go to UMS, to continue the unfinished sample. I need to wake up early tomorrow. ( It was hard you know, the 3 weeks had changed my biological clock of 630am to1130am! ). I need to sleep early, I guess. So, to wake up early, I need to sleep early, then done everything early, thus stop blogging now. That's it! 

Fullstop for today. Thanks for reading my entry peeps. bye will be the end. BYE   

Holiday, I didn't feel it..?

hola peeps!

After done the FYP 1 and the three weeks of final exam, I am officially on holiday right now. 

How about you?

peeps, I am alone right now, since all of my house-mates might be sleeping comfortably on their own bedroom right now but me. I didn't back home the day after my last exam's paper because I was waiting for someone but in the end, that someone couldn't make it. It wasn't that someone false, can be avoided ( so no hard feeling for me ). It wasn't because I have something to do here ( except the laboratory task/ final year project's experiment ), and I don't have any single reason to not going home for this 1month term break. It is simply because, I didn't have any feeling to going home, I do miss my family but still I don't feel like want to back home. Stupid me isn't? 

Peeps, do you ever feel like me? I really can't understand myself either. Flashback again, I was a person who can't be separated from my family~my mum, my dad, my siblings & friends~ but I thought, it was on that day, the day that I'd made a promise to not be a crying-girl instead trying to be a grown up person. Since then, I changed a lot. "A lot". Hence,I turn to be a tough person.

I am still wandering right now if should I just go home or not. I don't know. My mum keeps on calling me, and ask me when will I go home. I love my mum so much, soOoO much! But still, my heart feels like don't want to go home. It is 3am already, and the luggage bag was still widely opened, waiting to be packed by my stuffs. Back home, no, back home, no, back home, no? Arghhhh I really don't know. I don't really like my fake folks' faces. Owhh, I know who really are they but still, they behave like  'angel'?NO, a big NO from me. Is it really because of that? Hmmm, not really. Or is it because I still can't really forgive my father? No, yes, no? Or is it because, I don't like at home because I got nobody at home (since, I am the youngest one, the last unmarried)? what happen to me exactly???

I don't have any feeling for holiday!

Hmmmm, I guess I need to sleep now, I am full with "I don't know" right now, and I kinda exhausted from these feelings. 

Btw, happy holiday peeps. Make sure you don't have any feeling like me.

Uudan or Wudamu ~ a little but talented boy

new version - wudamu

I don't know how to express my feelings toward this little but talented boy. ( China got talent show ). I found out about him from the facebook post of my friend. I love music so much, that is why I open and watch this in youtube (even though the line was so damned slow~blame digi line). Watching this, I couldn't stop the tears, I cried a lot! I confessed, I keep crying and crying until sunset. Since the moment I went to matriculation, in 2008, up until now in Universiti, 2012, I've done so many unnecessary things and I do made her sad. I didn't back home last Christmas Eve even though she called me so many time, I put someone else first before her, and ignored her the person that I should obey at first place. Stupid me, isn't it. This boy touched my heart, even though I didn't know his songs. I felt his sincere feeling in his song. 

To my mum, thanks I am also doing fine like others. I always makes you hurts, but you still always and always will be the one who support me all the time. God, thanks for giving me such an angel mum. To you I  promised, this year I'll do the best I could to make her happy. And to Your hand God, I pray from distant, please take care of my mum.

FYI, she (my mom) never scold me. Never hit me at all, and the one who teach me how to live in this world. Yups, it might be because I was the youngest child but, no one (my siblings) ever being hit by my mother. She never give negative words to us whenever the hardness and sorrow of failures haunts us, instead, she always says, 

" it is okay to fail, as long as you already done the best'est you could ". 

How positive she was. She might lost control sometime, but I knew the reason, and I never blame her for that for she was only a human just like us. And now I feels so xxx(don't know how to explain) for letting the years past without doing the best I could to make she happy as simple as calling her (for she, me calling her is the best thing ever happen to her). How primitive she is, isn't it? But, that was my mom, the one who love me no price, and the one who constantly supporting me all the time. I do, even just remembering her name, I feels encouraged. But, I never make any call to tell her this, and somehow I regret this attitude of mine. 

2012, please help me to be the good girl, good woman soon, great mom as she was, and be the one who makes her happy for her. (I prays this).

So peeps, don't waste your time like me!

take your time to make a call (even for a minute only) and tell her what you feel.

Because, someday she might gone just like Uudan's (Wudamu) mum. See, Wudamu love his mum!

Through his singing, the voice told me, he love her deceased mum so big, bigger than the ocean biggest than the universe.

We still have our time, for our mom still here today, still alive and love us unconditionally.

I LOVE YOU, MY GREAT MOM! 

one of my 2012 Resolutions/Aims. What is yours?

(Today's entry was written for Christians only)

holla peeps! 

it is SUNDAY(again) & let us be grateful for having this week (first week of 2012).

Since today was the last day of the first week of 2012, suddenly this title came across into my tot. Actually I didn't make any resolution or aim for this new year, 2012, when the clock past 12am (1st Jan 2012) as people usually do. I believe you already wished something in your life at that moment, not like me, isn't? Peeps, this was the first time in my life I failed to lists (in my brain) the aims/resolution for the coming new year. In fact, I am the "shouter" to remind people to makes their aims when the moment of 2012 cames, but not this year. I don't know why (if you ask me) but, I do have the resolutions/aims now (after attending today's Church service at SIB Alamesra Kota Kinabalu). Thanks to him who shared the great sharing about God's words.

What is yours?

Flashback again the past year of 2011, I do achieved my aims (Not all of it, I guess). But one thing that I failed is to be the "light of this World"! It was a great loss of me, let the year of 2011 past by without achieving this aim. I made this aim on my first minutes of the first day of 2011 but never complete it until the last minute of 2011. But, I never put an end to this aim! Never! (as long as my F&F support me) and of course, as HE will always and forever hold me. 

As He said,

"I will never leave you nor forsake you"~Hebrews 13:5

"I will not leave you orphans; I will come to you"~John 14:18

"For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, 

that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life."~John 3:16

FYI, it wasn't made only for me, but it was also for you, for them, for us and for everyone whose believe in HIM. (Thanks God). 

It was for everyone, as HE stated,

And Jesus answering said unto them, 

They that are whole need not a physician; but they that are sick. 

I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.

~Luke 5:31-32

How great is our God! Awesome and forever the greatest!

Peeps, I wish I can achieve this aim this year (really). Please put a pray for me, as He always heard the people who pray in HIS name (thanks so much). 

Let us together put our aim into HIS hand as it is said,

Commit your works to the Lord, and your thoughts will be established.~Proverbs 16:3

For those who believe in HIM ( Christians only ), let us refresh our mind about what we should do, what HIS followers should do?

Be a Light in the World
Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.~Matthew 5:16

Love Your Enemies
Ye have heard that it hath been said, Thou shalt love thy neighbour, and hate thine enemy. But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;~Matthew 5:43-44

Do Unto Others
Therefore all things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them: for this is the law and the prophets.~Matthew 7:12

The Greatest Commandment: Love God and Your Neighbour
Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind. This is the first and great commandment. And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets.~Matthew 22:37-40

Be a Servant to Others
For even the Son of man came not to be ministered unto, but to minister, and to give his life a ransom for many.~Mark 10:45

that is all for this first Sunday of 2012. Thanks for reading it until the end. HERE

Mode: Exam, Blog:Stuck!

holllla peeps!

Happy New Year to all of you (better late than never LOL).

actually, this entry will be the simplest entry ever (I guess), it wasn't because I don't have any story to share with all of you instead, I've got a lot of stories to tell since Christmas Eve and New Year Exchanged just done like yesterday (I tot + feels LOL).

I was stuck! cannot post any entries because my HP software went wrong. I don't know why, maybe because of the fishing game (so many F&F used my HP for games). 

No HP means NO pictures (for me, since I don't have camera).

So, I am still in waiting mode, to have the captured happy moment pictures from my bro in-law and friends.

FYI, for the first time in my life, I celebrated the Christmas Eve at other Church, far from my hometown, my family and celebrating the eve with others people. I cried ( it is true. You also know the feeling isn't?) 

My family keeps on calling me and asked "WHY".

Why I am not at home?

Why I didn't wish them?

and many more WHY and When & where.

I miss my family and home so much! So then, I decided to back home for 31st celebration.

I was so hapPPpy with my F&F and I tot, it is worth for me to be with them.

And guess what, we were having Open House ( simple, since that thing decided just after 10am on 31st ).

Done with cleaning the house, continued the works together with my sisters in the kitchen.

Ohya, we had a blast! party that night. Got fireworks (sponsored by my bro-in-law) and karaoke session until the sun rises. Crazy isn't? (But, I just stay awake until 3am LOL). 

1st Jan 2012: me and my friends went to Poring Hot Spring, Canopy walk in rainy season and celebrating the new year again in Kota Kinabalu. :)

Poor me, I don't have any single pic at this moment. I really wish I can share it with all of you but. 

OH NO!!! 2am dy! need to continue my revision (got my first exam paper tomorrow, wish me luck k).

Here are some of the new year wish for you:

It doesn’t matter what you did or didn’t do in 2011. You can begin again!
It doesn’t matter what you are or what you aren’t. You can begin again!
It doesn’t matter what you have or what you lack. You can begin again!
Don’t think, “It’s just another year”. No. It’s not.
It’s a New Year for a new beginning – new plans, new resources, new accomplishments

"HAPPY NEW YEAR"

Nervous? Yes, I do.

morning again peeps!

It is almost 6 am but, I still haven't sleep yet.

Yes, if you have had read my entries posted before, 

click HERE HERE HERE and HERE,

you might knows the reasons of my can't sleep problem.

For the December's tasks I'd listed in my previous entry, click HERE, 

I've done all of it, except one~ THE VIVA PRESENTATION!

it is a must do type of presentation, to explain about our final year project 1 

examined by three examiners. 

mine: I got Dr. How Siew Eng, Prof. Dr. Markus Jopony & Dr. Rubia Idris 

( if you mind to know, Lolz! But these person were very very respectable, strict person & aka DR.KIA stand for know it all! )

Everyone says, " The bullets was ready for you".

 OMG. I am 'nervous'ing myself since then. 

FYI, my slot is tomorrow at 11.10am till 11.30am, 

the last person presenting in our very first slot.

December 14, 2011

& above all, I still haven't finish yet my powerpoint slides!

I don't know the "what" my greatest examiners want for me, nor what I "want" for my presentation!

everything blurred!

To simplify it: I was so damned Nervous!! 

 I don't know what will happen tomorrow,

but no matter the ups and downs,

I must try it first. ( so you are )

JUST DO IT ( I thought ) 

& face the examiner with your own confidence ( especially for myself lol).

morning again peeps. Will update later about my presentation. 

p/s: I don't know you opinion when you read this, my problems, because some quotes marked that

Never tell your problems to anyone...20% don't care and the other 80% are glad you have them.

- Lou Holtz

But, I still wanna share it with you! :)

L.I.F.E. is meaningless!

morning peeps!

I don't understand exactly what I am doing these lately. 

I felts so meaningless and speechless to my very unexpected life.

The naughty little chubby girl went to school without no aim,

younger girl with youngest thought without no worries...

& now, this unexpected future I've got,

a life as a University student,

really test this lil brain of mine.

I felts emptiness!

& yes, I do felts like life is suck!

With all of these final year project stuffs,

a bunch of assignments,

To worries the others thoughts,

To take care of my very own self.

Stupid!! WHY AM I DOING THIS??

Actually guys, this is the thought of my so called "dream" last night.

hehe..it is a truth. No cheating k.

I don't know, when I saw the very pretty,

wonderful, awesome morning from the windows this morning,

I suddenly talked loduly,

"Thanks God for giving me a lot of reasons of why I should be grateful for having another day to complete my yesterday's undone tasks"

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L~ life

I~ is 

F~for 

E~ exhilarate

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SO, lets us keep on trying

~achieving the 'best'est

~ Gaining the greatest

~Leaving the regrets

&

LIVE THE FULLEST LIFE

with knowing that SOMEONE was always by ourselves

to hold us, to strengthen us, to upright us, to walks with us,

and for giving us the reasons.

Find your reasons, throw away the "meaningless life" and 

be the thankful person.

Happy Sunday everybody! May His love overflows in our life. Amen.

Things Happened to "me" on December

Taken when we went for a day-fieldtrip to Pusat Penyelidikan Pertanian Tuaran.
There are so many types of instruments used there, some valued for RM200K++,
some other 180K++, but the UPLCMSMS as shown above valued for 
RM1.5MILLION++ you know!! so expensive.
And, all of us like "WOW" looking at that instrument.

The Campaign. There are 8 posters but I do not have chance to take the pictures since we got
a lot of "guests"...  I enjoyed talking with our customers since some of them do not know
what is the DDT pesticide? How, When & where it was introduced to the earth? How it affect our life?
Love the face to face interactions :) 

OMG! 12 chapters needs to go through with for tomorrow's Midterm Exam.
The Industrial Organic Chemistry Processes.

P/s : To know more about this, its background story of this entry, just re-read my entries posted before. :)

December for a final year student in Uni?

hi hi hi.. aloo there, how do you do? Suddenly I feel like missing this lil simple blog of mine, so here I am to write few things that came 'hunting/pushing' me lately. As mentioned in the title above, I want to share with you about the very very super duper 'means' of december for a final year student in Uni, I do not know how to start, where to begin with but, let me remind you again about my schedule for this december:

December 2nd, 2011 : 1. Hand in my 'great pusher' -FYP aka Final Year Project 1 draft to our supervisor
                                   2. Hand in our Industrial Organic Chemistry Process Fieldtrip report (as I told you
                                      in my others entry, our 3 days 2 nights in Labuan).
December 5th,  2011 : 1. Presentation for Industrial Organic Chemistry Process Assignment
                                   2. Test 2 for Applied Physical Chemistry.
December 6th, 2011 : 1. a day-Fieldtrip to Pusat Penyelidikan Pertanian Tuaran. ( later I share with you ).
                                  2. Hand in our finalFYP 1 before 430pm ( Done with 400m sprint-FYI, I used to be 
                                   an athlete in "primary school" XD ).
December 8th, 2011 : Person in charge for our Campaign of Pesticide free day ( As I already mentioned it
                                   in one of my entries before).
December 9th, 2011 : Midterm Exam for Industrial Organic Chemistry Process ( Unknown title aka no hints
                                   about the types/title/part of questions might come out!!).
December 12th, 2011: Midterm Exam  for Industrial Inorganic Chemistry Process. (Thank God, He told us
                                   the titles, not sure "what" but at least he told us "which").
December 12th, 2011: My hubby bear home after 2months!! :) but still, I do not have time yet for that sob
                                    sob sob :(
December 13-14th, 2011: Pre-presentation for our VIVA (Presentation of our FYP 1).
December 15-16th, 2011 : VIVA DAY!!!! OMG It was an open
                                         presentation about our FYP, and not to forget, it is a fact that many student had
                                         been "CRIED" a lot while in their VIVA. (OMG, I cannot afford to fail this
                                         course, I really need it to goes well, pretty bad! wish me luck k).
December 21st, 2011: Hand in  Industrial Organic Chemistry Process Assignment.
December 24th: starts my Laboratory works for FYP 2..
January 3rd, 2012 : Final Exam!!

As for December 25th, this year. I do not really believe that I can enjoy it as much as the years before, but I still have and always will have "Christmas" in my heart. I might do not have time for Christmas Eve, but remembering and knows the real meaning of Christmas Eve is more important after all.

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mentioned above, the part of Done with 400m sprint,

I actually done it from the UMS's outside bus stop near the traffic light 

till SST (School of Science & Technology) Pejabat Am2.

It is nearly 410pm when I started run from my house in UA2, 

but it turn bad when there is no a single bus for me to go to UMS.

I called my friend, but she was also still in the middle of "doing" her FYP, 

so, no choice, I need to wait for the bus. 

I prayed a lot indeed.

Miracle, City Bus arrived at 4.19pm and I went on with it,

but (again), that bus have been stopped like 6 times all along the way! Grrrrr

almost 4.28pm, I arrived at the outside bus stop then started my 400m sprint (FYI, there are so many people in that bus stop keep stared at me), I felt like a little-messy-improper student with my home sandal+"panda's" eyes+M-size tshirt, but at such moment, 

I put it aside and keep on running running and running.
ps: the truth is, the other friends of mine already done the 400m sprint right before me XD

EXHAUSTED!!

I ran to SST Printing/Copying service room and binding my three copies of FYP 1.

and then, continue my sprint to the third floor where the office located 

and gave my FYP to the officer with a make-real-sorry-face asking for a "chance".

Thanks God, my FYP accepted and was stamped as 'send on time'.

FYI, some of my course-mates that failed to hand in the FYP on time 

because of silly mistake such as 'wrong margin' (the format went wrong when printed out).

OMG, mine also have few unfinished and un-attached pieces of writing + doubled page nuumber

but my ex-Kimia Industries Head of Programme told me that just let it be, it might only deducting me few marks compared to late hand in. Plus, just start preparing n be ready for our coming VIVA.

huh, The VIVA- this coming December 15th to 16th.

Seems like, the December was full with a hectic schedule for me.

p/s : I guess, thats all for this entry, will continue it whenever I have sometime to do so... Thanks for your prays, Merry Chrismtas (for non-muslim) and happy new year in advance..:) 

     

December will never be the same anymore!

Curious? Yeah? I don't know exactly why I'd choose this title for my early morning entry. Wanna know more, read the rest. No harm though lolz.

I just finished taking my shower! And more than anyone, I know it was sound so crazy for having a bath in this pretty early morning, seldomly but, I guess for today I will make some new history for my own self though. I just took like a 15minutes sleep last evening, to regain back my enthusiasm, passion and refilled my drained energy for a night of thesis-marathon. The reason for my cannot-sleep-feeling. After went through the night, I'd finally finished 80% of my thesis. You might say like what-is-the-big-deal but, for me 80% is great, no more no less (for this moment).

Such a mess isn't? But, this is the thing that accompanied me all
through the thesis-night marathon.

opssss..the dark sky went off! A new day started again.

Actually, I can have a little sleep as for a compliment for doing great in the thesis-night marathon but, somehow this little-brain of mine was full with so called nervous. Nervous to send my 80%-done thesis to my supervisor of final year project in this morning, around 10! dwell on this thing makes my heart beats increased over the top. Hope, this 2nd day of december will not dissappoint me, no shouting nor angry.      

Here, in UMS, the December will never be the same again. As for everybody, or other people are in their happy holiday mode plus the passion in Christmas celebration, me and supposedly including all of my course-mate are obligated a great bunch of works/assigmnent overhelm the excitement of december.

I was so extremely hope to be a resilient person. Stronger enough and braver enough to do all the tasks. Yes, for me myself, THE DECEMBER WILL NEVER BE THE SAME ANY MORE.